Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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"And yet I cannot be sorry that Guy Kenmore lives," she murmured.
"Though he hate me and deny me; though he bring down shame and sorrow on
my head, I must still be glad that he did not perish in the cold and
dark waves. How strange it seems that only twenty-four hours ago I wept
him dead, and now I weep him living. Alas! living or dead, he is lost to
me the same. I must ever remain an unloved, unacknowledged bride."
Worn out by the weary vigils of the past two nights she threw herself
down on the bed, dressed as she was, and fell into an exhausted slumber.
She slept late and dreamlessly, and when she opened her bewildered blue
eyes the next morning upon the beautiful sunny day no answer had come to
the question that vexed her brain last night.
But in the golden light of the new day her woful strait did not look so
grievous as it did last night. A feverish hope sprang up in her heart
that God would befriend her in her sorrow and helplessness and show her
some way out of her trouble.
When she had made her simple, pretty toilet, and gone down-stairs, she
found that everyone had breakfasted except Mr. Revington, who had
sentimentally waited for her. She swallowed her breakfast with what
appetite she could, and then he asked her to take a walk with him.
"All the ladies of the family are out in the garden," he said. "Mrs.
Leslie and her admirer, Mr. Kenmore, have been out almost an hour. That
will be a match, I think."
"I think you are mistaken," Irene answered, almost angrily.
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
Irene brought her shady sun-hat and went out into the beautiful garden
with her lover. Mr. Revington carried his guitar, thinking that he would
beguile the hours with music.
They went to Irene's favorite seat under the orange trees, where she
could watch the river gliding past. She was very languid and quiescent
this morning, the natural result of last night's emotion. She said to
herself that she would make no struggle against her fate to-day; she
would just drift quietly with the tide and see where it would bear her.
She little dreamed what subject was agitating Mr. Revington's mind.
He was full of the new idea Mrs. Stuart had suggested, and had brought
his betrothed out expressly to ask her to name an early day for their
marriage.
Some little remorse for the treachery he meditated toward her disturbed
his mind, but it was not deep enough to cause him to repent of the
promise Mrs. Stuart had exacted from him. Once he was safely married to
beautiful Irene he intended to invent some plausible story of losing the
documents he had promised her as proving her mother's honorable
marriage. Oh, he would manage cleverly enough. Once bound to him Irene
could not help herself, doggedly reasoned the dastard.