Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Guy Kenmore's Wife, and The Rose and the Lily
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Tumultuous applause, passionate encores followed her retreating
footsteps. She did not respond to them. They thought her chary of her
exquisite voice; they did not know that she had fallen down like one
dead on the floor of the little dressing room, and that the lips that
had sang to them so sweetly were now flecked with drops of blood forced
out by the heart's great emotion. The flowers had fallen from her hands,
and they were clenched so tightly that the white gloves were torn and
spoiled.
"Oh, Clarence, Clarence, my traitor-love, we have met at last," she
moaned. "Oh, God, how hard it is that I love him still! That perjured
wretch who blighted my life and that of our innocent child! He has not
forgotten me! It was remorse that looked out from his eyes at me
to-night. Yet that was his wife and child who sat beside him! Oh,
heavens, what humiliation for me who stood there beneath their cold,
critic eyes to remember that I was once his wife, that I rested in his
bosom, that my arms cradled his child! Oh, Irene, my lost one, my
darling, I must crush down this weak love that blazed afresh in my heart
when I met the eyes of the man I once held as the truest and noblest of
men! I must remember that the knowledge of his sin drove you to death,
my darling, and I must hate him for your wrongs and mine!"
So she raved on in her impotent despair, while the thunders of the
orchestra filled the house, and people chanted her praises, prophesying
for her a career equal to Patti or Nilsson. She, whose voice was sweeter
than nightingale's notes or the sound of falling waters, lay there like
a broken flower, crushed by her terrible despair.
When she had retreated from the stage, Mrs. Leslie touched Guy Kenmore's
arm. Turning to look at her face, he saw that her eyes were wide and
startled.
"Well!" he said.
She answered in a voice that was hoarse with emotion:
"It was the face that Irene wears in her locket. What does it mean?"
He whispered back softly, "It was Irene's mother! It was Elaine
Brooke."
"Merciful heavens," exclaimed the lady, and turned to look at Mr.
Stuart.
Then she saw Mrs. Stuart and Lilia hanging over him in an agony of
despair, and gentlemen crowding into their box. Mr. Stuart was a brave
and a strong man, but when that ghost from the past had risen to
confront him, then faded quietly again, heart and strength had failed
him, and sitting in his chair, he had silently swooned away.
They said that the heat had overcome him, and bore him out into the
fresh air, where he revived a little. Some advised him not to return to
the concert hall, but he waved them quietly aside, ashamed of his
womanly weakness, and returned to Lilia, who was sobbing with grief and
fear.
"It is nothing, my dear. I am quite well again," he said, gravely. "But
shall I take you home now?"
"No, no, papa, I wish to hear the beautiful lady sing again," she
replied, turning eagerly back to the stage.