I am so sorry for the way you are passing from the old year to
the new that I cannot help saying so. I ought to be anything but
sorry, considering what good you are doing--essential,
indispensable good; but you must be so longing for your own
quiet, warm home, and the friends around it, that I heartily wish
you were there.... As for me, my business is to promote, as far
as possible, the cheerfulness of my household. There really has
been much fun,--and yet more sober enjoyment, throughout this
particular Christmas. In my secret mind I am nervously anxious
about Jenny to whom cold is a sort of poison; but, when she had
once observed that there was much less cold here than at home, or
anywhere else that she could be, I determined to say no more, and
to make the best of it. She said it for my sake, I know (the only
reason for her ever speaking of herself), and I frankly received
it as a comfortable saying. She is getting on better than any of
us expected, and she has been thoroughly happy in exercising our
hospitalities.... Jenny's brother Frank came for three days at
Christmas; and Harriet made herself housekeeper and secretary,
and made Jenny the guest, to set her wholly at liberty for her
brother. It was quite a pretty sight--they were all so happy!
There was a kitchen party on Christmas Day; by far the best we
ever had; for Frank did the thing thoroughly--read a comic tale,
taught the folk games, played off the snapdragons, and finally
produced boxes of new and strange crackers, which spat forth the
most extraordinary presents! All the guests and the servants were
in raptures with him. The oldest widow but one vowed that "she
did not know _when_ she had seen such a gentleman"--which I think
very probable. They came to dinner at noon, and stayed till past
10 P.M. Think of spending those ten hours entirely in the two
kitchens, and having four meals, in the time! My nieces, _and
nephews were_ tired! So was I, though I had only the
consciousness of the occasion.... All this is so good for Jenny!
and she will like the quiet and leisure that will follow....
I am more alive and far less suffering than in the great heats of
autumn. Your slips and cuttings are very interesting, and I am
very thankful for them. More of them when (or if) my head is
worth more. Of course we shall hear when you get home. May it be
soon!
Yours ever, dear friend,
H. MARTINEAU.
AMBLESIDE, March 6, '71.