During the whole of the time over which these letters extend Mrs.
Martineau was subject to fainting fits, in any one of which her life
might have ended. It was thus necessary for her to have her maid
sleeping in her bed-room. Caroline, the "dear friend and servant" for
twenty-one years, died early in 1875. Her place was filled by the
younger maid, Mary Anne, whom Caroline had trained. The maid has told
me of her mistress's kindness and readiness to be amused; of the
gentleness of her manner, and the gratitude which she seemed to feel
for all loving tendance. The next letter gives a glimpse of the daily
life from the mistress' pen:--
Dec. 8, '75.
East winds have been abundantly bitter; but this house is
sheltered from the east and north. We do pity the babes and their
mothers in the cottages below; and there is no denying that I am
painfully stupefied by such cold as we have; but my _aides_ and
my maids are all as well and as happy as if we had the making of
the season. It is a daily surprise to me to see how Jenny holds
_out_ and on, without any sort of relapse; yet I _cannot_ rise
above the anxiety which haunts me in the midst of every night and
early morning--dread of hearing that she and Miss Goodwin are ill
with the cold which makes _me_ so ill. By six o'clock I can stay
in bed no longer. My maid and I (in the same room) turn out of
our beds as the clock strikes; she puts a match to the fire, and
goes for my special cup of tea (needed after my bad nights),
while I brush my hair. I take the tea to the window, and look out
for the lights (Fox How usually the first) as they kindle and
twinkle throughout the valley--Orion going down behind Loughrigg
as day is breaking. Then I get on the bed for half an hour's
reading, till the hot water comes up. By that time I am in a
panic about my _aides_; but as soon as I am seated at my little
table ready for breakfast, in come the dear creatures, as gay as
larks, with news how the glass stands, out-door and in. Out-door
(not on the ground) it is somewhere between 32 deg. and 40 deg. at
present; and in my room (before the fire has got up), from 50 deg. to
57 deg.. So now you know what our present life and climate are like.