I have not much pain, none very severe, but much discomfort. At
times I _see_ very badly, and _hear_ almost nothing; and then I
recover more or less of both powers. There is so much cramp in
the hands, and elsewhere, that it seems very doubtful whether you
and other friends will hear much from me during the (supposed)
short time that I shall be living. But I do hope you will let me
hear, to the last, of your interests and pursuits, your
friendships and companionships, and prospects of increasing
wisdom. I cannot write more to-day. Perhaps I may become able
another day. My beloved niece Jenny is well; better here than she
would be anywhere else, and more happy in her restoration to her
home with me than I can describe. I could easily show you how and
why my death within a short time may be for the happiness of some
whom I love, and who love me; and if it should be the severest
trial to this most dear helper of my latter days, I am sure she
will bear it wisely and well. It cannot but be the happiest
thought in her mind and heart--what a blessing she has been to my
old age! What have not _you_ been, dear friend! I must not enter
on that now. Jenny observed this morning that old or delicate
people live wonderfully long. True! but I hope my term will be
short, if I am to continue as ill as at present.
The end was, indeed, approaching; and now, when at the worst of her
illness, it so came about that she was asked and consented to do one
last piece of writing for publication. Her young companion, Miss
Goodwin, had translated Pauli's _Simon de Montfort_, and Mr. Truebner,
unaware of course, how ill Mrs. Martineau was, offered to publish the
translation on the condition that she would write an introduction.
She would not refuse this favor to Miss Goodwin, and did the work
with great difficulty. It was characteristic that she should think it
necessary to take the trouble to _read_ the whole MS. before writing
her few pages of introduction.
She was now nearing her seventy-fourth birthday; and the strong
constitution which had worn through so much pain and labor had almost
exhausted its vitality.
Even in these last weeks she could not be idle. Her hands were
cramped, her eyes weak, her sensations of fatigue very hard to bear;
still, she not only continued her correspondence with one or two of
her dearest friends, but also went on with her fancy work. The latter
was now of that easiest kind, requiring least effort of eye and
thought--knitting. She occupied herself with making cot blankets, in
double knitting, for the babies of her young friends; some of them
among her poorer neighbors, whom she had known when they were little
children themselves and she came first to Ambleside, others among
more distant and wealthier couples. She finished one blanket early in
the year 1876, for a baby born in Ambleside in the January, and she
left a second one unfinished when she died.