Some instinct led away from the New Testament. It seemed impossible
to-night. Without consulting her listener Miriam read a psalm. Mrs.
Henderson put down her cup and asked her to read it again. She read and
fluttered pages quietly to tell the listener that in a moment there
would be some more. Mrs. Henderson waited saying nothing. She always
sighed regretfully over the gospels and Saint Paul, though she asked for
them and seemed to think she ought to read them. They were so dreadful;
the gospels full of social incidents and reproachfulness. They seemed to
reproach everyone and to hint at a secret that no one possessed ... the
epistles did nothing but nag and threaten and probe. St. Paul
rhapsodised sometimes ... but in a superior way ... patronising; as if
no one but himself knew anything....
“How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of those who bring” she
read evenly and slowly. Mrs. Henderson sighed quietly.... “That’s Isaiah
mother.... Isaiah is a beautiful name.” ... She read on. Something had
shifted. There was something in the room.... If she could go droning on
and on in an even tone it would be there more and more. She read on till
the words flowed together and her droning voice was thick with sleep.
The town clock struck two. A quiet voice from the other bed brought the
reading to an end. Sleep was in the room now. She felt sure of it. She
lay down leaving the candle alight and holding her eyes open. As long as
the candle was alight the substance of her reading remained. When it was
out there would be the challenge of silence again in the darkness ...
perhaps not; perhaps it would still be there when the little hot point
of light had gone. There was a soft sound somewhere ... the sea. The
tide was up, washing softly. That would do. The sound of it would be
clearer when the light was out ... drowsy, lazy, just moving, washing
the edge of the beach ... cool, fresh. Leaning over she dabbed the
candle noiselessly and sank back asleep before her head reached the
pillow.
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