“Have those people written about the bouquets?” said Miriam
irritably.... Then mother had moved about the new house and was looking
through those drawing-room windows this afternoon. She had looked about
the house with someone else, saying all the wrong things, admiring
things in the wrong way, impressed in the wrong way, having no thoughts,
and no one with her to tell her what to think....
She flashed a passionate glance towards the clear weak flexible voice,
half seeing the flushed face ... you’re not upset about the
weddings--“Miriam’s scandalous goings-on the whole day long,” said
somebody ... because you’ve got me. You don’t know me. You wouldn’t like
me if you did. You don’t know him. He doesn’t know you. But I know you,
that’s the difference....
“I’ve just thought something out,” she said aloud, her voice drowned by
two or three voices and the sound of things being served and handed
about the supper-table. They were trying to draw her--still talking
about the young men and her “goings-on.” They did not know how far away
she was and how secure she felt. She laughed towards her mother and
smiled at her until she made her blush. Ah, she thought proudly, it’s I
who am your husband. Why have I not been with you all your life?... all
the times you were alone; I knew them all. No one else knows them.
“I say,” she insisted, “what about the bouquets?”
Mrs. Henderson raised her eyebrows helplessly and smiled, disclaiming.
“Hasn’t anybody done anything?” roared Miriam.
Mary came in with a dish of fruit. Everyone went on so placidly.... She
thought of the perfect set of her white silk bridesmaid’s dress, its
freshness, its clear apple green pipings, the little green leaves and
fresh pink cluster roses on the white chip hat. If the shower bouquets
did not come it would be simply ghastly. And everybody went on
chattering.
She leaned anxiously across the table to Harriett.
“Oo--what’s up?” asked Harriett.
Conversation had dropped. Miriam sat up to fling out her grievances.
“Well--just this. I’m told Gerald said the people would send a line to
say it was all right, and they haven’t written, and so far as I can make
out nothing’s been done.”
“Bouquets would appear to be one of the essentials of the ceremony,”
hooted Mr. Henderson.
“Well, of course,” retorted Miriam savagely, “if you _have_ a dress
wedding at all. That’s the point.”
“Quite so, my dear, quite so. I was unaware that you were depending on a
message.”
“I’m not anxious. It’s simply silly, that’s all.”
“It’ll be all right,” suggested Harriett, looking into space. “They’d
have written.”
“Well, it’s your old bouquet principally.”
“Me. With a bouquet. Hoo----”
11
“Peace I give unto you, My peace I give unto you. Not as the world
giveth, give I unto you----”