Bennett and Gerald had turned strained pale faces to meet the brides as
they came up the aisle. Now, Bennett’s broad white forehead seemed to
give out a radiance. It had been fearful to stand behind Harriett
through the service listening to the bland hollow voice of the vicar and
the four unfamiliar low voices responding, and taking the long glove
smooth and warm from Harriett’s hand, her rustling heavy-scented
bouquet. At the sight of Bennett’s grave radiant face the fear deepened
and changed. Marriage was a reality ... fearful, searching reality; it
changed people’s expressions. Hard behind came Gerald and Harriett;
Gerald’s long face still pale, his loosely knit figure carried along by
her tense little frame as she walked, a little firm straight figure of
satin, her veil thrown back from her little snub face, her face held
firmly; steady and old with its solid babyish curves and its brave
stricken eyes: old and stricken; that was how Sarah had looked too. No
radiance on the faces of Sarah and Harriett.
The Wedding March was pealing out from the chancel, a great tide of
sound blaring down through the church and echoing back from the west
window, near the door where they would all go out, in a moment, out into
the world. On they went; how swift it all was.... Sarah and Harriett,
rescued from poverty and fear ... mother’s wedding on a May morning long
ago ... in the little village church ... to walk out of church into the
open country; in the morning; a bride. There were no brides in London.
Now to fall in behind Eve and Mr. Tremayne. Mr. Grove walked clumsily.
His arm brushed against the shower bouquet.
The upturned faces of the pink carnations were fresh and sweet; for
nothing. To-morrow they would be dead. Harriett’s bouquet, dead too ...
a wonderful dead bouquet that meant life. “Where are you, my friend, my
own friend?”
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A wedding seemed to make everybody happy. The people moving in
Harriett’s new rooms were happy. Old people were new and young. They
laughed.... The sad dark man, following with his tray of glasses as she
went from guest to guest with Harriett’s champagne cup had laughed again
and again....
The voices of the grey-clad bridegrooms rang about the rooms full of
quiet relieved laughter. The outlines of their well-cut grey clothes
were softly pencilled with a radiance of marriage. Round about Sarah and
Eve was a great radiance. Light streamed from their satin dresses. But
they were untouched. Silent and untouched and far away. What should
these strange men ever know of them; coming and going?
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