Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
John Stuart Mill · en
Jack Darcy never experienced a more exultant pride in his strength than
now. He lifted the helpless form, settled the swaying head on his broad
shoulder, and, clasping the body tightly, picked his way through the
slippery streets, in a manner that would have done credit to an Alp
climber. Round this corner and that, to the quiet, deserted street,
where every window was closed, and perhaps half the inmates in bed. Only
in one house was there a sound of life. Some one was playing an
accompaniment for an evening hymn, and youthful voices were singing.
Two lines floated out as he passed, making a kind of glow on the sullen
night:--
"Though long a wanderer,
The sun gone down"--
Unconsciously he tightened his arms around this wanderer. Of course all
their brief acquaintance had gone through his mind, especially the day
when in her haughty pride and beauty she had given him that cold,
insolent stare; but he forgave her freely, just as he had forgiven
Fred's sin, unasked. How strangely he was destined to be mixed up with
these Lawrences!
He paused on the low porch, where a honeysuckle rioted in summer, and
was still full of withered leaves. His burthen had not stirred, and was
a dead weight. Resting it against his knee, he pulled the door-bell
gently, and waited.
"Is that you, Mr. Lawrence?" asked a voice from within.
"No. Jack Darcy," for he guessed rightly that it was Martha.
She opened the door.
"Don't be frightened, Martha," in a re-assuring tone. "It is Miss
Lawrence."
"Oh, good heaven!" in tones of terror.
"Hush! do not disturb any one. Is Mr. Lawrence home? Where shall I carry
her? she is in a dead faint."
"Bring her in the parlor. Oh, Mr. Darcy! where was she?" with a look of
wild affright. "I did not know she had gone out. I always felt something
would happen to her; and a long while ago I offered to go out with her,
but she is so hard and disdainful that one soon comes to letting her
alone. She made me promise not to tell her brother, or rather she defied
me to: she wouldn't put any thing as a favor if she was dying. Talk
about the pride of Lucifer! And I knew it would worry Mr. Lawrence
dreadfully."
"Was she in the habit of going out--alone--at night?" asked Jack, in
amaze.
"I think it was from pride," answered Martha simply. "You see, she
needed some exercise, and she seldom went out in the daytime. And I
don't think she is afraid of any thing. I never saw such a cold, bitter,
strong girl--for she is only a girl yet. I've sometimes felt afraid she
would do something desperate. Oh, if she would only let the Lord help
her bear her trouble! And Mr. Lawrence is so kind and generous! He would
do any thing for her. Oh, he ought to be home! There's the clock
striking ten."
"And I must run for the doctor. Heaven grant she may not be dead! Take
off her cloak, and try something"--glancing about in alarm.