There were within Sylvie Barry's soul certain coquettish instincts. She
was fond of admiration for herself: a purely intellectual regard, with
the passion-dream flown, would soon have wearied her. A warm, bright
nature, loving to please others, but to be pleased in return, cruelly
hurt by surging against this rock-bound coast, piqued and almost
angered, sent into moods of daring, seductive warmth and gayety, quite
capable of making a foil of Dr. Maverick, who was strangely puzzled by
her contradictory moods. But for one thing, he must have tried to cage
the dazzling, elusive spirit: he, too, had a strong sense of honor
toward his friend; and he could only imagine her playing sportively with
the few who came within her radius, not setting herself to win any
forbidden regard. What might have made some women sad and silent--the
consciousness that an old lover had over-lived his passion--seemed to
sting her into renewed effort.
Coming back to them, Jack Darcy was more than puzzled, set at sea in a
bewildering way, without chart or compass. Had Fred ceased to care for
Sylvie? Had she never loved him? Or was some other feeling holding him
back,--a kind of family complication, a sense of duty to the others so
high that he would not offer them a divided regard, any sooner than her?
He believed mothers had a peculiar sense of possession in their sons;
but they surely had married other women's sons with small scruple! Mrs.
Lawrence was warmly attached to Sylvie. In his honest, inconsequent
man-fashion, he wondered why they could not always live together, as
they were doing here.
Fred was strangely worn and thin, with the kind of nervous alertness
that accompanies an intent watching of one's self.
"Hillo, old fellow!" cried Jack; "what have you been doing? Working
yourself to a shadow? If high art is so exhaustive, there must be a
little let-up. A man has no more right to kill himself in an artistic
industrial way, than in any of the ruder forms of suicide."
Fred shivered visibly.
"Don't speak of suicide," he answered in a shrinking tone. "I never
thought of it but once; and that was when I fancied myself of no use to
the world, or myself either. I am not overworked"--and he paused, to
study Jack a moment. Why, he was positively handsome, with that
superabundant strength and vitality, the clear red and white of his
complexion, the bronze beard, the healthful, honest eyes. He seemed to
be surcharged with a magnetic current of energy and courage.
"Yes, you are. I dare say you have carried your plans and sketches, and
what not, down to Depford Beach, and pored over them until almost
morning. You must take a vacation."