She did not speak immediately; she was busy collecting her ideas, trying
to subdue her bitter resentment against this girl who deliberately
planned to wreck her son's happiness. A betrayal of anger would, she
realised, only make the estrangement more complete.
"I want to talk to you," she said presently, breaking the silence which
was becoming increasingly awkward.
Prudence looked up, and sat crumbling the bread beside her plate
nervously, and waited.
"Edward has told me what happened last night," Mrs Morgan added with
fresh signs of agitation in her voice. "He is very distressed and
worried. This means more to him than you realise. It is not as if he
were a young man, and could face a disappointment and get over it. You
cannot seriously intend to break off your engagement--now--when
everything is arranged? It would be monstrous."
She paused, and looked with pathetic eagerness to Prudence for her
answer. The girl choked. She felt the tears rising to her eyes and
hastily winked them away. What could she say? What was there to say in
face of her determination not to marry a man with whom marriage seemed
to her now intolerable? It amazed her to think that ever she could have
contemplated such a step.
"I don't know how to answer you," she faltered. "It's so hateful to
keep hurting people. I know I've hurt Edward. I know you are thinking
badly of me--you must be. And I can't alter it. I can't please you. I
ought never to have accepted Edward. I don't love him. How can I marry
some one I don't love?"
The tears fell now unchecked; she made no attempt to staunch them. But
old Mrs Morgan took no heed of this display of emotion; no amount of
tears could atone for such heartless conduct. She set herself to the
task of overruling the girl's decision.
"I agree with you that you ought not to have engaged yourself to my
son," she said; "but, since you are engaged to him and every one knows
of the engagement, it would be most dishonourable for you to end it now.
Your father will say the same. You cannot do it, Prudence."
"But I must," Prudence insisted.
"No." The old lady became more emphatic. "It is unthinkable. You
can't do it. I don't consider, myself, that you will make Edward a
suitable wife; but he still wishes it; your family wish it. You cannot
draw back."
Prudence pushed back her chair and stood up.
"I'll go home," she said. "I'll go to-day--now. I don't think that
Edward has a right to expect me to many him against my will. I'll go
home." She gripped the back of her chair hard, and met Mrs Morgan's
unfriendly eyes with no sign of yielding in her look. "I know you are
angry with me," she added. "They'll be angry at home. I can't help
that. I deserve it. But to do as you wish wouldn't help matters. It
would be another mistake. I couldn't make him happy."
"You will never make any one happy," Mrs Morgan said, "because you are
utterly selfish."
CHAPTER TWENTY NINE.