She felt irritated, irritated with his sententiousness, his inflated
pride. She wished he would not thrust his unwanted company upon her.
His condescending air of being kind and brotherly exasperated her. He
had rushed her into this marriage, he and Agatha; and she was resentful
and bitter on this account. It was a matter of immense regret to her at
that moment that she had yielded to the force of circumstances and
become the reluctant bride of a man who was altogether too good to be
treated in this fashion. Their married life could never be entirely
happy: he would demand of her what she could never give.
The consciousness of his claim upon her galled already. When she saw
him coming towards her, where she stood with William in the aperture of
the window, advancing heavily with his smiling gaze upon her white-clad
figure, she experienced a difficulty in meeting his eyes. Something
akin to fear gripped her heart and held her silent, white-lipped and
unsmiling, as he approached. She felt a wild desire to escape--out
through the open window, beyond the walls into the road--to run away
into the wide open country and hide.
He little guessed at the storm that shook that quiet figure which
remained so still and unresponsive when he halted beside it, with some
jesting remark about her having slipped away from him. She gathered
from his words that she had done an unprecedented thing in deserting his
side. That was her place--at his side--always.
He conducted her to the dining-room, where a huge wedding cake adorned
the centre of the long table, a mountain of ornamental white sugar and
silver decorations, which it was required she should cut, while her
husband stood by, glad and proud, wishful to be helpful, enjoying these
absurd customs, and listening to and responding to the toasts with
heartfelt appreciation.
Would all this insincere merrymaking never end?
Old Mr Graynor put out a hand and felt for hers under the tablecloth,
and pressed her fingers tenderly. His action, in its simple appeal,
melted the ice that was closing about Prudence's heart. She turned to
him swiftly, silently, and smiled into his understanding eyes with eyes
as dim as his. The new antagonism broke down; he was again the one
human being whom she greatly loved. And he was feeling every whit as
lonely and sad at heart as herself. How stupid and unnecessary it all
seemed, and yet how inevitable!
There followed the change into her travelling-dress, and the bustle of
departure amid hurried farewells; and then Prudence entered the motor--
the fine new car which Edward had bought for her, and in which they
would make the journey to London, _en route_ for the Continent, where
the honeymoon was to be spent.