"Your partner is looking for you," he said. "You have overstayed the
interval."
Prudence placed her hand on his sleeve, and, with her face averted from
Steele, walked silently out of the room.
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE.
The Edward Morgans left the dance early, at whose suggestion Prudence
never remembered. She was quite willing to go home. The misery of
meeting again Philip Steele after the lapse of years, of discovering
that she loved him--that he loved her, had remained true to her memory
always, was more than she could bear. The image of Steele filled her
mind and so dominated her thoughts that she could not fix her attention
on anything else.
She did not see him again. He left quietly soon after Edward Morgan led
his wife away--disappearing as he had come, unobtrusively, without
meeting his hostess, feeling unequal to facing her, and fearful of
risking a further encounter with the girl whose memory he had cherished
faithfully since the night he had stood under her window and caught a
rose which she dropped down to him for a token at parting. The rose was
in his possession still, and it was no more faded with the years, he
reflected with bitterness, than his memory was in her fickle affections.
He felt angry with her, and in his anger he judged her harshly. He had
thought of her so much, had imagined her pleasure at their meeting, had
taken for granted that she would wait for him, confident of his return
and of his love. And he came back to find her married--gone from her
old place at the window, the setting in which he had pictured her during
those five lonely years of work. He had sworn to take her back with
him, sworn to have her in defiance of every law. He recalled the boast
with a smile of grim irony. There was a suggestion of melodrama about
it which struck him now as absurd. What, he wondered, had she thought
of the boast--of him? She had remained so still and silent, with her
half-averted face and an air of drooping sadness in her quiet pose. She
loved him. In spite of his bitter resentment at her marriage, at her
want of faith, deep down in his inner consciousness there remained the
calm assurance that her heart was his, would remain his, no matter what
the years brought forth.
The Morgans exchanged scarcely a word during the drive home. But when
they reached the house Mr Morgan followed his wife into the
drawing-room with the air of a man who intends having things out. It
was not the time for explanations. He would have displayed greater
wisdom had he deferred the discussion to a more fitting occasion.
Prudence's nerves were all jarred. She had reached a stage of misery
which rendered her desperate, and her husband's manner, conveying his
sense of outraged pride and conscious authority, provoked her to a show
of bitterness, which in calmer moments she deplored.