"I'm getting old, Prue," he told her. "I've taken to falling asleep in
my chair, and my memory plays me tricks. It is good to have you back.
They are all so busy; the old man gets overlooked and forgotten. You'll
stay with me?"
"Yes," Prudence answered, responding to the wistful tone in his shaky
voice; "as long as you want me."
He was the only person in all the world, she reflected, who really had
need of her. His dependence on her comforted her greatly. They were
both of them lonely souls, whom the rush of events left stranded beyond
reach of the changing tides.
It was early spring, and the depression of those first months of war
brooded like a dark cloud over everything. The garden, which in former
years had blazed with bloom, seemed to have taken on an air of mourning
with the rest. Only a solitary bulb here and there, left in the soil
from a past season, lifted its defiant head among the empty borders.
The Court was short-handed; and Agatha had deemed it unfitting to waste
time and money over the planting of unnecessary flowers. But below
Prudence's window the _gloire de Dijon_ roses were opening slowly,
bringing their golden promise of warmer days to come.
In the evenings, when her father had retired early as his custom was of
late, Prudence would stand at her old place and lean upon the sill and
look out over the shadowy stillness upon the white riband of road beyond
the walls. And her thoughts would travel back to the days when she had
leaned there as a girl and watched a man go striding down the hill,
whistling as he walked. She had dreamed of love in those days, and of
romance: but these things too had passed her by and gone down the road
of life, following the man's destiny out of her sight. When one has
voluntarily accepted the lesser gift it is vain to hunger after what
might have been. There are two philosophies in life, and they both lead
to definite points, and each has its followers: the one is to accept
one's lot, whatever it may be, and bear it courageously; the other is to
cast off responsibility and take what offers agreeably as the
opportunity presents itself. The individual can resolve for himself
alone which is the better course. Temptation assails people
differently. The prudent nature is not necessarily always the higher;
but discretion is a wise virtue, and restraint is a proof of strength.
Not until the night of her unexpected meeting with Steele had Prudence's
fortitude been really tried. She had felt it to be unequal to battle,
and had not stayed to test its strength. Safety for her lay in flight.
Yet had she paused to reflect she might have realised that by her flight
she betrayed her weakness to the man who had avowed in passionate terms
his determination to meet and have speech with her again.