"Oh!" he said, with a short laugh. "So that was it? If that was your
only reason you shouldn't have come. I'm not intending to part--like
that anyhow. I wanted to talk to you on quite another subject. You
were stolen from me. I'm for stealing you back. I haven't any
scruples--of that kind Mine was the greater injury. I love you. You
love me. You can't deny that, Prudence."
Prudence made no attempt to deny it. She faced him fully in the
moonlight with her steady eyes lifted to his in saddened appeal. He
realised the quiet strength of her nature with a sense of impotent anger
in feeling it opposed to his will. There was going to be a fight in any
case and the issue appeared uncertain.
"Whether we love one another or not," she said, "we have to bear in mind
that I am married."
She was indeed more conscious of the fact at the moment than of any
other. She felt the necessity of impressing it upon him. But Steele
needed no reminding. The rage in his heart leapt up at her words like a
flame fed by some combustible fluid. He seized her roughly in his arms
and rained hot kisses upon her mouth.
"But you don't love him?" he breathed. "You don't love him?" He stared
at her as she pushed his face back, and laughed harshly. "God! Do you
suppose I'm not bearing it in mind?--every moment since I learned the
truth from your lips? It's like murder in my heart, that knowledge.
I'd like to kill him. I could have struck him in the face that night
when he came in and found us together, and took you away. And he
knows... He knows that only the legal tie binds you to him. I saw the
knowledge in his eyes. He doesn't trust you. If he knew that you were
out here, walking with me in the night, he would believe the worst.
He's that type of man. Nothing you could say would convince him
otherwise. They are made like that, those narrow, strictly conventional
people. They daren't trust their own emotions; they never allow them
full play. And they don't trust any one else. They judge others by
their own feeble standards. They aren't human--it's sawdust, not blood,
in their veins."
He helped her over the first stile and led her along the field-path and
so on to the next gate. Prudence was rather silent and worried and
somewhat dispirited. She left him to do the talking, and walked on like
a woman only half awake, to whom everything appears hazy and a little
unreal. And he unfolded his views to her on life, and love, and
happiness, and the right of the individual to independent action.