"Look here!" he cried hoarsely. "Listen to me for a moment. This may
be the last time I shall see you--it will be the last time, if you
refuse what I ask. If I didn't know that you love me I wouldn't worry
you. I shouldn't want you if you did not want me. But you do. I don't
care a damn about your marriage. If you'll trust me, and come to me,
you shall never regret it. Oh! my little love!--my sweetheart! Don't
refuse what I ask. It means everything to me. Say you will, dear?"
"Oh, don't!" she entreated him again, and shrank back from the passion
in his eyes.
But his arms were about her; they held her tightly.
"Are you afraid?" he said, his face grim and set. "I'm dangerous to you
to-night, and you know it. Here we are alone in the night together.
What is to prevent me from taking what I want? Why should I consider
your scruples--or anything? I am going out to that inferno... Why
shouldn't I seize my good hour before I go? What's to prevent me?
What's to prevent me from kissing you now?"
He leaned over her and rained kisses on her mouth, kisses that seared
her lips, that almost stifled her. He was giving rein to his passion.
A quality both wild and lawless sprang to life in him and overrode his
better nature for the time. Disappointed hope and baulked desire drove
him to a frenzy of excess which in saner moments he would not have
believed himself capable of. He would have been horrified at this
complete loss of control had he been able to appreciate it. But a
spirit of recklessness held him before which his commonsense melted like
snow consumed by the fires which passion lit in his breast. It occurred
to him while he held her, crushed and trembling, in his arms and kissed
her madly, that he was a fool to attempt to reason with her. A girl
nursed in the washy traditions of her class, as Prudence was, should not
be hampered with the responsibility of choice: he ought to decide for
her--ought to take full responsibility for the step he was urging her to
accede to. It wasn't fair to burden her conscience with a sense of
willing concession. That was where he had made the mistake. He was
asking too much of her.
"Little love," he whispered against her lips, "don't be afraid. There
is nothing to fear in love; and I love you better than life. You are
going with me to-night. No, don't speak! You are nervous and unstrung.
You don't know what you want. Leave this to me. I've got a car
waiting in the village. We'll travel up to town in it; and later, when
I am drafted across the water, you'll go to France as my wife, and live
there until I can be with you again."
He drew back his head to look at her, and his face softened to a
wonderful tenderness; there were tears in his eyes. After a barely
perceptible pause, he resumed more quietly: