That night Prudence asked Edward Morgan for her release. The dance to
which she had looked forward so gladly, and which she had not enjoyed,
had galvanised her into a fixed determination to secure her freedom
while yet there was time. The thought of marriage with a man so much
older than herself, with whom she had nothing in common, whose every
wish opposed itself in gentle opposition to her own, had become a
nightmare to her. Young eyes had looked into her eyes that night with a
wondering question in them that had hurt her. The hunger for young
companionship gripped her. Her memory echoed the careless inconsequent
chatter, the joyous laughter of irresponsible youth. One laugh in
particular, an amused incredulous laugh, rang in her ears like a
reproach.
Why had she committed this folly? She must draw back before it was too
late.
With manifest nervousness Prudence made her faltering appeal for release
from her engagement during the homeward drive. Mr Morgan was amazed.
He keenly resented her lack of consideration for himself in wishing to
withdraw her promise after the publicity given to their engagement. She
shrank back from the cold anger in his eyes and the hardness of his
voice when he answered her.
"You are overwrought," he said. "You don't know what you are saying.
What have I done, that you should wish to break off your engagement? I
have striven to please you, to make you happy. Do you realise that in
less than two months we are to be married? You would make me
ridiculous. People will laugh. It will be scandalous."
His voice gathered anger as he considered the amusement that would arise
at his expense when it became known that the young bride he had chosen
had jilted him--jilted the wealthy Edward Morgan almost on the eve of
the wedding.
"It is absurd!" he added. "You don't realise what you ask."
"Oh, please!" she cried, and turned a white frightened face towards him.
"Don't be angry with me. I'm so sorry. I ought never to have become
engaged to you. I don't love you."
He sounded a note of impatience.
"You raised that point at the time when I proposed," he said. "I
thought we had settled that. Love will come with marriage. I have
enough for both."
"Don't you see that that only makes it worse?" she said in a voice that
shook with nervousness. "I can never love you. I know that now. I've
tried. Oh! please be generous and forgive me. I am so sorry for
causing you pain. I'm so sorry."
She broke down, and sat huddled in a corner of the motor, and sobbed.
Mr Morgan sank back in his corner and stared out at the darkened
street. Never in his life had he felt so annoyed and upset. At the
back of his mind lurked the uncomfortable conviction that he had been a
fool, that his world would call him a fool, an old fool for falling in
love with a pretty face.