He gave no reason when he suddenly left the choir the day the Honour
Roll was unveiled. He could not confess that he found it intolerable
to sit up there right next to that list of heroes. His Aunts
remonstrated gently, but though he answered as gently he was
unyielding. So he went back to the family pew and sat beside Auntie
Elspie. To be sure the growing Honour Roll faced him there, every name
written in letters of flame that leaped out and scorched him, but at
least he did not have to sing back there and could bear his shame
better.
His Aunts worried themselves almost ill over him. Auntie Janet dosed
him with medicine and compelled him to wear heavier underwear. Auntie
Flora was so fearful that his spiritual condition was languishing that
she spoke to Mr. Sinclair and he promised to see Gavin and talk to him.
Auntie Elspie said nothing but she watched him, and finally her keen
mother-heart divined his malady.
Auntie Flora had always been Gavin's instructor, and had led him along
the way of good books and into a slight knowledge of music, Auntie
Janet had been his playmate and confidante, the one with whom he had
always shared his secrets and to whom he had confessed his boyish
scrapes. But Auntie Elspie had been his mother, and she knew her boy.
At first she thought the trouble arose over Christina and was bitterly
disappointed when the handsome young man from town had stepped in and
ruined all Gavin's hopes. But she knew he was too proud to grieve
long, and he had laughed one night when Auntie Flora read him "The
Manly Heart," "Shall I, wasting in despair, die because a lady's fair?
If she be not fair to me, what care I how fair she be?" and asked that
she read it again. It was just right, he declared, and went around
whistling that evening. There must be something more than Christina
troubling him she concluded. And then she began to suspect the truth.
Many little incidents helped to confirm her suspicions, and at last she
realised it beyond a doubt. Gavin was craving to be up and away into
the death struggle of the trenches!
The truth broke upon her with a thrill of mingled exultation and
dismay. For the three gentle ladies who could not bear to contemplate
the possibility of Gavin's leaving them, were each secretly cherishing
a longing to hear him express a desire to be away to the war, the
desire which he was so painfully smothering for their sakes.
Hughie Reid, who was next of kin to the Grant girls, lived on the farm
just below Craig-Ellachie on the road to the village. He was a distant
cousin, and a kindly man and the Aunties were always giving his wife a
hand with her work and practically kept his boys in socks and mittens.
His oldest boys were almost grown to manhood, and Hughie had often said
to Auntie Elspie,