"I couldn't help hearing you tossing about. You're not sleepin',
Gavie, you're worryin', lad."
"No, no, Auntie Elspie," he cried hastily, "I'm all right, I'm not
sick. You go back to bed, do. You'll catch cold."
But the woman only gazed at him mournfully. "Eh, eh, hinny, I ken all
about it," she whispered, lapsing into broader Scotch in her agitation.
"Ye can't hide things from your Auntie Elspie. Ye're wearyin' to be
away to the war, I ken as well as if ye telled me."
There was a wail in her voice that wrung Gavin's heart. "Oh, Auntie
Elspie," he cried, "oh, no, no! I'll never leave you. I'll not be
going. I'm not wearying. I know what my duty is; and it's here at
home with you." He was repeating his assurance incoherently, when she
stopped him.
"Gavie, there's no need to tell your Auntie Elspie that you would do
all that is in your power for us. I ken you've kept silence all these
months for fear of giving us pain. But I've been watching you, and I
guessed what ailed you. And it is what we would have, Gavie. We would
not have you want to stay at home while others go to die for us to save
our homes and lives. And indeed it's proud I am this night, even if my
heart is sore--sore----"
She broke down a moment, and again Gavin firmly declared his decision.
He could not deny he wanted to go to the Front he confessed, but maybe
it was just a foolish love of adventure and it did not interfere with
the fact that he was needed at home.
"So I'll jist stay here, Auntie Elspie," he repeated, "I am needed
here, and I would be ashamed to turn my back on you. I couldn't be
happy knowing you needed me, and I wasn't here to take care of you all."
And so they argued the matter far into the night, Auntie Elspie
insisting that he should go, and the boy declaring that he would not.
She was reinforced shortly by her sisters. Auntie Flora had heard the
low rumble of voices and had seen the light in Gavin's room. She
wakened Janet, and fearing that Gavin's strange conduct had culminated
in an attack of some real illness, the two anxious old ladies hurriedly
flung on some clothes and went down the hall to Gavin's room. And
there they found a strange scene, Elspie urging Gavin to enlist, and
Gavin holding back and declaring that nothing would induce him to go to
the war!