It made the page alive ... a
woven carpet, on one side a beautiful glowing pattern, on the other dull
stringy harshness ... there is a dangerous _looseness_ ... her heart
began beating apprehensively. The room was dead about her. She sat down
tense, and read the sentence through. There is a dangerous looseness in
the fabric of our minds. She imagined the words spoken, looseness was
ugly, making the mouth ugly in speech. There is a looseness in the
fabric of our minds. That is what he would have said in conversation,
looking nowhere and waiting to floor an objection. There is a dangerous,
he had written. That introduced another idea. You were not supposed to
notice that there were two statements, but to read smoothly on,
accepting. It was deliberate. Put in deliberately to frighten you into
reading more. Dangerous. The adjective in the sentence, personal, a
matter of opinion. People who read the books do not think about
_adjectives_. They like them. Conversation is _adjectives_! ... all
the worry of conversation is because people use adjectives and rush
on.... But you can't describe ... but dangerous is not a descriptive
adjective ... there is a twisted looseness, that describes ... that is
Saxon ... Abendmahl ... dangerous, French ... the Prince of Wales uses
the elegant Norman idiom ... dangerous is an idea, the language of
ideas. It expresses nothing but an opinion about life ... a threat
daring you to disagree. Dangerous to what?... Man is a badly made
machine ... an oculist could improve upon the human eye ... and the
mind wrong in some way too ... logic is a cheap arithmetic.
_Imagination._ What _is_ imagination? Is it his imagination that has
found out that mind is loose? Is not imagination mind? It is his
imaginative mind. A special kind of mind. But if mind discovers that
mind is unreliable, its conclusion is also unreliable. That's logic
... Barbara. All Mind is unreliable. Man is mind, therefore man is
unreliable.... Then it is useless to try and know anything ... books
go on ... he has invented imagination. Images. Fabric. But he did not
invent dangerous. That is cheek. By this sin fell the angels. Perhaps he
is a fallen angel. I was right when I told Eve I had sold my soul to the
devil.... "Quite a good afterglow" and then wheeling alertly about to
capture and restate some thread ... and then later, finding you still
looking. "M'yes; a fine ... fuliginous ... _pink_ ... God's had a
strawberry ice for supper" ... endless inexhaustible objections ... a
cold grim scientific world ... Alma knew it. In that clear bright house
with the satisfying furniture ... now let's all make Buddhas. Let's see
who can make the best Buddha.... Away from them you could forget; but it
was going on all the time ... somehow ahead of everything else that was
going on.... She got up and replaced the book. It was on her shelf; a
signed copy; extraordinary. It was an extraordinary privilege. No one