Master Swift’s head sank upon his breast, and he was silent, as if in a
trance, but Jan dared not speak. The silence was broken by Rufus, who
got up and stuffed his nose into the schoolmaster’s hand.
“Poor lad!” said his master, patting him. “Thou’rt a good soul, too!
Well, Jan, I’m here, ye see. It didn’t kill me. I was off my head a
bit, I believe, but they kept the school for me, and I got to work again.
I’m rough pottery, lad, and take a deal of breaking. I’ve took up with
dumb animals, too, a good deal. At least, they’ve took up with me. Most
of ’em’s come, like Rufus, of themselves. Mangy puppies no one would
own, cats with kettles to their tails, and so on. I’ve always had a bit
of company to my meals, and that’s the main thing. Folks has said to me,
‘Master Swift, I don’t know how you can keep on schooling. I reckon you
can hardly abide the sight of boys now you’ve lost your own.’ But
they’re wrong, Jan: it seemed to give me a kind of love for every lad I
lit upon.
“Are ye thinking ambition was dead in the old man at last? It came to
life again, Jan. After a bit, I says to myself, ‘In a dull place like
this there’s doubtless many a boy that might rise that never has the
chance that I’d have given to mine. For what says the poet Gray?—
“But Knowledge to their eyes her ample page,
Rich with the spoils of Time, did ne’er unroll.”’
“I think, Jan, sometimes, I’m like Rachel, who’d rather have taken to her
servant’s children than have had none. I thought, ‘If there’s a genius
in obscurity here, I’ll come across the boy, being schoolmaster, and I’ll
do for him as I’d have done for my own.’ Jan, I’ve seen nigh on seven
generations of lads pass through this school, but _he’s never come_!
Society’s quit of that blame. There’s been no ’mute, inglorious Miltons’
here since I come to this place. There’s been many a nice-tempered lad
I’ve loved, for I’m fond of children, but never one that yearned to see
places he’d never seen, or to know things he’d never heard of. There’s
no fool like an old one, and I think I’ve been more disappointed as time
went on. I submitted myself to the Lord’s will years ago; but I _have_
prayed Him, on my knees, since He didn’t see fit to raise me and mine, to
let me have that satisfaction to help some other man’s son to knowledge
and to fame.
“Jan Lake,” said Master Swift, “when I found you in yon wood, I found
what I’ve looked for in vain for thirty-five years. Have I been
schoolmaster so long, d’ye think, and don’t know one boy’s face from
another? Lad? is it possible ye don’t _care_ to be a great man?”
Jan cared very much, but he was afraid of Master Swift; and it was by an
effort that he summoned up courage to say,—
“Couldn’t I be a great painter, Master Swift, don’t ’ee think?”