Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the Plains — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the Plains
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There was a small herd of pigs which changed hands three times in ten
days. The last purchaser hesitated, and was only induced by the
cheapness of the bargain to suppress a feeling that they brought
ill-luck. Cats mewed wistfully about desolated hearths. One dog moaned
near the big grave in which his master lay, and others, with sad
sagacious eyes, went to look for new friends and homes.
It was a day or two after the burial of the miller’s three children,
that, as Jan sat at dinner with Abel and his two parents, he was struck
by the way in which the mill cats hung about Abel, purring and rubbing
themselves against his legs.
“I do think they misses the others,” he whispered to his foster-brother,
and his tears fell thick and fast on to his plate.
Abel made no answer. He did not wish Jan to know that he had given all
his food by bits to the cats, because he could not swallow it himself.
But, later in the day, Jan found him in the round-house, lying on an
empty sack, with his head against a full one.
“Don’t ’ee tell mother,” he said; “but I do feel bad.”
And as Jan sat down, and put his arms about him, on the very spot where
they had so often sat together, learning the alphabet and educating their
thumbs, Abel laid his head on his foster-brother’s shoulder, saying,—
“I do think, Janny dear, that Mary, she wants me, and the others too. I
think I be going after them. But thee’ll look to mother, Janny dear,
eh?”
“But _I_ want thee, too, Abel dear,” sobbed Jan.
“I be thinking perhaps them that brought thee hither’ll fetch thee away
some day, Jan. But thee’ll see to mother?” repeated Abel, his eyes
wandering restlessly with a look of pain.
Jan knew now that he was only an adopted child of the windmill, though he
stoutly ignored the fact, being very fond of his foster-parents.
Abel’s illness came with the force of a fresh blow. There had been a
slight pause in the course of the fever at the mill, and it seemed as if
these two boys were to be spared. Abel had been busy helping his father
to burn the infected bedding, etc., that very morning, and at night he
lay raving.
He raved of Jan’s picture which swung unheeded above Master Chuter’s
door, and confused it with some church-window that he seemed to fancy Jan
had painted; then of his dead brothers and sisters. And then from time
to time he rambled about a great flock of sheep which he saw covering the
vast plains about the windmill, and which he wearied himself in trying to
count. And, as he tossed, he complained in piteous tones about some man
who seemed to be the shepherd, and who would not do something that Abel
wanted.
For the most part, he knew no one but Jan, and then only when Jan touched
him. It seemed to give him pleasure. He understood nothing that was
said to him, except in brief intervals. Once, after a short sleep, he
opened his eyes and recognized the schoolmaster.