He was very happy, but the old home haunted him, and he longed bitterly
for some news of his foster-father and the schoolmaster. Whilst the
terror of the Cheap Jack was still oppressing him, he had feared to open
any communication with the past, for fear the wretched couple who were
supposed to be his parents should discover and reclaim him. But as his
nerves recovered their tone, as the horrors of his life as a screever
faded into softer tints, as that boon of poor
humanity—forgetfulness—healed his wounds, and he began to go about the
streets without thinking of the hunchback at every corner, he felt more
and more inclined to risk any thing to know how his old friends fared.
There also grew upon him a conviction that the Cheap Jack’s story was
false. He knew enough of art now, and of the value of his own powers,
and of the struggle for livelihoods in London, to see that it had been a
very good speculation to kidnap him. He had serious doubts whether the
cart had been driven round by the mill, and whether Master Lake had
refused to let him be awakened from his sleep, and had said it was, “All
right, and he hoped the lad would do his duty to his good parents.” He
remembered, too, the hunchback’s words when he lay speechless from the
drugged liquor, and these raised a puzzling question: Why should “the
nobs” recognize him? He had learned what _nobs_ are. Spelt without a
“k,” they are grand people, and what had grand people to do with Sal’s
son?
One cannot live without sympathy, and Jan confided the complexities of
his history to the bow-legged boy, and the interest they awakened in this
young gentleman could not but be gratifying to his friend. He kept one
eye closed during the story, as if he saw the whole thing (_too_ clearly)
at a glance. He broke the thread of Jan’s narrative by comments which
had no obvious bearing on the facts, and, when it was ended, be gave it
as his opinion that certain penny romances which he named were a joke to
it.
“Oh, my! what a pity we can’t employ a detective!” he said. “Whoever
knowed a young projidy find his noble relations without a detective? But
never mind, Jan. I knows their ways. I’m up to their dodges. Fust of
all, you makes up your mind deep down in your inside, and then you says
nothing to nobody, but follows it up. Fol-lows it up!”
“I don’t know what to follow,” said Jan; “and how can I make up my mind,
when I know nothing?”
“That’s just where it is,” said his friend; “if you knowed every thing,
wot ’ud be the use of coming the detective tip, and making it up in your
inside?”