The play was over at last. The storm of hot-house bouquets had rained
upon the stage at the feet of Madame Dolores. The curtain had fallen,
the lights were dim. She had passed to her carriage with downcast eyes
that did not see the two men who waited outside the door, taking no
note of each other's presence in their eager desire that one glance
from those dark eyes might fall upon them. But they lingered in vain.
The long lashes did not lift from the white cheeks. The closing door
shut her in from their sight. The two men who loved her, each in his
own fashion, left the scene disappointed and sad, while Jaquelina
rode home to spend the long hours of the night in a weary, sleepless
vigil. She was wondering over and over in a weary, dazed way if Ronald
Valchester would take her at her word and marry Violet.
"If he marries her--poor Violet," she said to herself, sadly and
tearfully, "I wish to be quite out of the country before it takes
place."
Then it came to her mind that perhaps she was selfish in the wish.
"Not that I wish it not to be," she said. "I pity poor Violet, and I
pity Ronald. He will learn to love her in time. She is fair and sweet.
They may be happy yet."
She walked up and down the floor in her long, white dressing-gown, her
dark hair trailing loosely over her shoulders, a pathetic despair in
the dark eyes and in the droop of the red lips.
"They may be happy," she repeated, "happy--while I--oh, God!" with a
sudden gesture of wild despair; "oh, God! how much longer must I live
to bear my burden of sorrow?"
She fell upon the floor, and lay there moaning and weeping for long
hours. It was not often that tears came to those dark eyes, but
to-night the sealed fountains of sorrow were unclosed, and the quick,
refreshing tear-drops came quick and fast. They relieved her. They
seemed to cool the fever of her blood, and lift the burden that weighed
so heavily on her heart.
No sleep came to the dark eyes that night. When her maid came to
call her the next morning, she found her sitting wearily in a great
cushioned arm-chair, her dark hair flowing about her in waving masses,
her dark eyes fixed on vacancy with a grief, more pathetic than tears,
in their shadowy depths.
"Oh, my dear lady, you have not been in bed all night," she cried in
dismay.
Jaquelina looked at her in kind of vacant surprise.
"Why, Fanchette, is it morning?" she asked, looking around at the drawn
curtains and the flaring gas-light.
"Oh, yes, madam, and here's a note which has just come for you, so I
thought I had better bring it in, and not wait for your bell to ring,
as it is getting late."
Jaquelina took the delicately scented note and opened it almost
mechanically. It was an incoherent scrawl from Violet Earle.
"Oh, Lina, Lina!" it ran. "I told you you had ruined all our lives by
coming back. That terrible Gerald Huntington has murdered our poor
Walter this morning. He has spoken but once, and then only to ask for
you. Come at once."
CHAPTER XXXIV.