Kathleen's Diamonds; or, She Loved a Handsome Actor
John Stuart Mill · en
"Oh, you darling, I'm so glad!" cried Kathleen, springing to her
friend's side and giving her a girlish hug. "That dear Loyal Graham!
I always thought he was perfectly grand, and I know you will be happy
with him. Does he _know_ yet, darling?"
"Yes; and he is coming home to _me_;" and her soft blue eyes drooped
with a loving smile to the dear letter.
Ah, the gladness, ah, the madness, ah, the magic of a letter!
And Helen recalled the beautiful lines of Adelaide Proctor:
"Dear, I tried to write you such a letter
As would tell you all my heart to-day.
Written Love is poor; one word were better--
Easier, too, a thousand times, to say.
"I can tell you all: fears, doubts unheeding,
While I can be near you, hold your hand--
Looking right into your eyes, and reading
Reassurance that you understand.
"Yet I wrote it through; then lingered, thinking
Of its reaching you--what hour, what day;
Till I felt my heart and courage sinking
With a strange, new, wondering dismay.
"Then I leant against the casement, turning
Tearful eyes towards the far-off west,
Where the golden evening light was burning,
Till my heart throbbed back again to rest.
"And I thought: 'Love's soul is not in fetters,
Neither space nor time keep souls apart;
Since I cannot--dare not--send my letters,
Through the silence I will send my heart.
"'She will hear, while twilight shades infold her;
All the gathered Love she knows so well--
Deepest love my words have ever told her,
Deeper still--all I could never tell.
"'Wondering at the strange, mysterious power
That has touched her heart, then she will say:
"Some one whom I love, this very hour
Thinks of me and loves me far away."'
"So I dreamed and watched the stars' far splendour
Glimmering on the azure darkness start,
While the star of trust rose bright and tender
Through the twilight shadows of my heart."
"I must go and tell mamma that I shall marry Loyal, after all," said
the blushing Helen, gliding from the room; and then Kathleen turned to
her other letter.
It was superscribed in a strange hand--feminine, yet bold and dashing.
"It is a strange hand," Kathleen said to herself, as she tore it open;
but stranger yet were the words it contained--strange, few, mysterious:
"If you wish to have full proof of the guilt or innocence of the
man you love, come alone at twilight this evening to the old Cooper
saw-mill, where I am dying. I can not survive the night. Do not
hesitate about coming. I know that a beautiful young girl like you
will do and dare all for love and happiness, and it is all-important
that you should know what I have to tell you. If I die with the secret
untold, you will forever rue it. Come without fail, secretly and
_alone_. Destroy this letter.
"ONE WHO KNOWS ALL."