Kathleen's Diamonds; or, She Loved a Handsome Actor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Kathleen's Diamonds; or, She Loved a Handsome Actor
John Stuart Mill · en
Mrs. Stone's quiet and retired life helped to keep Kathleen's presence
in her house unknown. She was a rising authoress, devoted to her
children and her pen. She had first commenced to write after her
husband's death as a solace to her loneliness and grief. Success had
made literature her life work, and she devoted herself to it, going but
little into society and receiving few friends.
Kathleen began to look better, but she chafed bitterly in secret over
the strange silence of her relatives.
Why would they not write her a few lines, even if they did not want her
with them? Did they care nothing, then, for the unhappy child of their
poor dead Zaidee? She had written to them so frankly, so appealingly,
tried to open her whole heart to them, but there came no response.
And dearly as she loved her good friend, Mrs. Stone, Kathleen chafed
at her enforced dependence on her kindness. She saw so plainly through
her little matchmaking scheme, and she was so touched by Teddy's
devotion, silent and unobtrusive since that day when he had spoken out
so impulsively, but still patent to all observers.
She was so lonely, so friendless; and she knew it was nobler in him to
cling to her now when she was no longer a belle and heiress, but only
a waif tossed back almost from the grave into a world that denied and
disowned her. Teddy never seemed to remember that. He was as courteous
and deferential as he had ever been to Miss Carew, the courted heiress.
Every day he brought her gifts of books and flowers; often he came with
a carriage to take her and Mrs. Stone to ride. He did not speak to
Kathleen of his love again, but his great black eyes looked unutterable
things, and she knew that, despite his usual variableness, he was
true, at least, to this love.
Yes, Teddy's heart was touched for once, and he loved bonny Kathleen
even more warmly than in the former time when:
"She had all that love could give, all that makes it sweet to live--
Fond caresses, jewels, dresses; and with eloquent appeal
Many a proud and rich adorer knelt--in metaphor--before her."
Teddy could not realize but that Kathleen would return his love some
time. He knew he was "a catch," in worldly parlance, and he knew that
he was good to look upon. Why, then, should not beautiful Kathleen
learn to love him? Other girls had found it easy to do so--girls for
whom he had not cared an iota, only to amuse himself.
This was different. Teddy--flirting Teddy--had found heaven at last
in a girl's eyes!--deep, dark eyes like shady pools in their thick
fringes. Her glance thrilled him; the touch of her soft, cool little
hand burned like fire. He could think of nothing but his love for
her, and his desire to marry her and lift her again to her old proud
position.