As a matter of fact, he had taken a position with a new company
which was constructing aëroplanes for the market, into which in
past times he had put a little money. He hired a small flat in
Brooklyn, on the top floor, so that he had a glimpse of the harbor
from his sitting-room windows. He spent the last of his ready money
in buying out the dilapidated furniture of his predecessor; and
then with the assistance of the janitor’s wife, who gave him his
breakfast and did what she called “redding up the place,” he began
to live on the slim salary that his new job gave him.
Every afternoon he would take the new machines out and fly at
sunset over the sandy plains of Long Island, would dine cheaply at
some neighboring restaurant, and would return to his flat about
ten, go to bed early and be ready for work the next morning.
The only relaxation he allowed himself was the excitement of
hating Christine, to which he now devoted a great deal of time and
thought. It was the only thing that gave life any interest.
What was loss of money, after all, he said to himself, for an
able-bodied man? He could bear that well enough, if his life had
not been poisoned, if hope hadn’t been taken from him. She had
spoilt him for everything else. His success, if ever he should
succeed, would not bring him what most men wanted of success--a
companion and a home. He had nothing to work for, and yet nothing
to do except work. It was all his own fault, he said; and blamed
her all the more bitterly. He was glad, he thought, that he had
made it impossible for her to have a final interview with him; and
in his heart he could not forgive her for not having overcome the
obstacles to a meeting which he had set up in the last frenzied
days in New York.
“If I were of a revengeful disposition,” he said to himself, “I
should ask nothing better than that she should marry Linburne”; and
he concluded that he was not revengeful because he found he did not
want it. He made up his mind after the most prolonged consideration
that a woman such as Christine exercised the maximum influence for
evil; a thoroughly wicked woman could not help inspiring distrust,
but a nature like hers had enough good to attach you and yet left
you nothing to depend upon.
He read the papers, awaiting the announcement of her marriage, but
found no mention of her name except once, toward the end of May, a
short paragraph announcing that she had gone out of town for the
season.