Let Us Kiss and Part; or, A Shattered Tie — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Let Us Kiss and Part; or, A Shattered Tie
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The latter had not entirely lost consciousness, but that sickening
feeling of weakness robbed her limbs of their strength, and she could
not for her life have arisen from the chair in which Chester had placed
her, until nearly an hour had passed, and Chester and Grace were
preparing to take their departure.
Mrs. Hilton had been carried upstairs to her own apartments, but Mr.
Hilton still lingered, waiting in an agony of impatience for the St.
Johns to leave the house.
Iris scarcely heard Grace’s words of farewell, but every tone of
Chester’s voice thrilled her heart to its inmost core, as he bent over
her chair and clasped both her hands in his own.
“Iris, there has been treachery and deceit at work--and through my
belief in your guilt I have lost you. Oh, this is killing me!”
He had crushed her passive hands so tightly in his agony and regret
that she with difficulty repressed a cry of pain, and then he
hurriedly left the room, murmuring as he threw himself back among the
car cushions by his sister’s side:
“Oh, if I had only trusted her, but my hand was the first to fling a
stone at her memory, my heart the first to fail in its allegiance, and
now I am pledged to another, and she----”
He could no longer carry out this bitter train of thought, it almost
maddened him to think of Iris as he had left her, remaining on
sufferance in the home from which she was an outcast, and where her
mother lay dying.
After his departure Iris grew stronger, and, clasping Oscar Hilton’s
hand in passionate pleading, begged to be allowed to nurse her mother
until the end.
“Oh, sir, please do not refuse me--I will intrude not one hour
after--after all is over,” she sobbed, and, broken and weakened by the
shock of this sudden calamity, Mr. Hilton reluctantly consented for
her to stay, and a few moments later Iris took her position beside her
unconscious mother’s bed, prepared to do her duty faithfully to the
end, although she knew now that this mother’s hand had doomed her to
all the sorrow she had been forced to endure.
Toward noon on the following day Evelyn Hilton recovered consciousness,
and, on recognizing her daughter, appeared much pleased, and sank into
a heavy slumber, after whispering a few words which were heard by Iris
alone.
“I will tell you everything, my daughter, when I wake, and you must try
to forgive me.”
But, alas! before she again awakened, the greatest trial of Iris’ life
had come to her, and the mother’s eyes were doomed to look no more on
her child’s face on this side of the grave.
As early as was at all consistent with the rules of etiquette St. John
and Grace called to inquire for the sufferer.