Letters to the young from the Old World : $b Notes of travel
John Stuart Mill · en
My saddle was a real good English sidesaddle, but, unfortunately for me,
it continually slipped out of position on the horse’s back. At first
thought it seemed to need tightening up; but after doing so several times
we found that kind of doctoring proved to be of little account; for every
time I took my position over went the saddle again. There was but little
enjoyment in the ride that day, for my time was spent in trying to sit
erect upon the horse’s back. Hour after hour my distress increased, until
it seemed hardly possible to ride longer. The continued strain weakened
my back so that I could scarcely sit up. Walking would have been a
pleasure; but such a thing was out of the question, for the company would
ride faster than I could walk, and so leave me far behind.
The day was far spent and it was drawing on toward sundown. Camp, they
said, was not many miles away. Oh, how we wished it was only a few steps;
but on we rode, with a strong desire to get to the place of rest as soon
as possible.
The company was somewhat divided that day. Some of them were away on
ahead of us, and a few were quite a little distance behind. The road was
very narrow, and so it was necessary to ride single file. There were
rocks of all sizes in the road, and some measuring five or six feet in
width lying just outside of the path. When only a few feet away from one
of them my strength gave way, and the back which had served me so well
all day refused to be tried any longer. Near by was my husband, and with
trembling voice I said to him, “Please help me, or I shall surely fall,
for I’m unable to sit here longer.” He sprang to my side, and just in
time to keep me from falling from the horse’s back. Those great flat
rocks came in use now, for my husband placed me upon one of them, and for
a while I lay there with my face down. “Oh, what shall we do if I can
ride no further?” I thought, “and so far from home and friends.” Ah, home
never seemed dearer than then; and, children, I was foolish enough to
shed tears. But I want to tell you it doesn’t pay to shed tears. It does
not show bravery, and when sorely tried one needs to brace up. I brushed
my tears away and took fresh courage; and let me tell you the Lord helped
me do it.
Our horses were anxious, to get to their resting place, so quietly they
walked on. The ladies and gentlemen who were riding behind came along one
by one, passing us on their way to camp, and they carried word that “Mrs.
Miller has fainted.” After resting a while we left the rock and together
walked on to camp. When almost there the dragoman met us saying, “I was
just on my way to bring you in.”
You can imagine how glad we were when camp was reached, for there stood
the tents, and there was the place of rest. The beds had been made nicely
and I found rest upon one of them. Shall I ever forget that experience
while passing through the Holy Land? I think not.