Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers
John Stuart Mill · en
"You say you are too old for such a trip as that with MacMillan.
Nonsense! It is precisely the kind of trip which you ought to
take. Why, I, who am far less hardy and fit, would like nothing
better than to be along with you and MacMillan on that trip. But
you ought not to take such a trip as that you took on the
Bahr-el-Ghazal. It would have meant nothing to you thirty years
ago; it would mean nothing to Kermit now; but you are nearly
sixty years old, and though I suppose there is no other man of
sixty who is physically as fit as you, still it is idle to
suppose that you can now do what you did when you were in the
twenties. Of course I never was physically fit in the sense that
you were, but still I was a man of fair hardihood, and able to
hold my own reasonably well in my younger days; but when I went
to Africa I realized perfectly well, although I was only fifty,
that I was no longer fit to do the things I had done, and I
deliberately set myself to the work of supplying the place of
the prowess I had lost by making use of all that the years had
brought in the way of gain to offset it. That is, I exercised
what I think I can truthfully say was much intelligence and
foresight in planning the trip. I made it for a great scientific
National museum (which was itself backed by private capital),
and made it at the time when the fact that I had been President
gave me such prestige that the things were done for me which
ought to have been done, but were not done, for you last
spring. Then I took along Kermit, who, in the case of the bongo
and koodoo and Northern Sable, was able to supply the qualities
that I once had had and now lacked. In consequence, while
everything was done to make my trip successful and comparatively
easy, I am yet entitled to claim the modest credit that is
implied in saying that I took advantage of the opportunities
thus generously given me, and that I planned the trip carefully,
and used the resources that my past had given me, in the way of
notoriety or reputation, to add somewhat to my sum of
achievement. On your trip you also had genuine bad luck, and the
trip was not long enough, and the opportunities were not
sufficiently numerous, to allow the good and bad luck to even
up, as they will on such a long trip as mine. For instance, it
was simply luck in my case that got me some of my game; but then
it was simply luck, also, that I did not get some other things;
and so it about evened up.