Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers
John Stuart Mill · en
"Why I feel the absence of the sun so very acutely is because,
when the sun is not shining no butterflies, or none worth
having, are to be got. Now this is just the time for the Purple
Emperors, some specimens of which I want very much to get, and
so I have been exceedingly provoked. I found out the place where
the P.E.'s were to be found and for the last seven days I have
been every day to that place (which is from five to six miles
from Salzburg) and there I have waited from twelve to three,
through rain and everything else, hoping and hoping for a
passing sunbeam, as I could see them every now and then at the
tops of the trees, and if the sun had but come out for a few
minutes some of them would have been sure to have come down and
settled in the road. Well, during all the hours of watching in
those seven days the sun never, never, never broke through the
clouds for one instant, and each day I returned home more
disappointed and more indignant against providence than the day
before. I think that if this sort of thing had continued for
another week I should have gone into a chronic state of
melancholy and moroseness for the rest of my life, and people
would have said, 'Ah, he must have had some great disappointment
in early life.' These are the sort of things that rile me more
than anything else, for you can't think how I put my whole soul
into egg and butterfly collecting when I'm at it, and how I boil
up and over with impotent rage at not being able to attain the
object of my desires on account of the weather over which I have
no control. However, perseverance can struggle against anything.
This afternoon the sun shone out and I immediately caught two
Purple Emperors (_Apatura Iris_), and two very similar
butterflies unknown in England (_Apatura Ilia_), also a great
many White Admirals (_Limenitis Camilla_), not quite the same as
the English White Admiral (_Limenitis Sybilla_), but very like;
all butterflies well worth having. If the weather will but
continue fine for a few days I will soon make some good
additions to my collection, but it is hopeless work collecting
butterflies in bad weather. I think I must be set down as a
harmless lunatic by the peasants in the neighbourhood already."
Selous was not long at Salzburg before he found an old chamois hunter
and poacher, with whom he made frequent excursions into the neighbouring
mountains. On one of these trips he killed two chamois, and the head of
one of these is still in the museum at Worplesdon.
The Franco-German war now began and Selous was greatly incensed that the
general feeling in England was in favour of Prussia.