Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers
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a pillow, I put the saddle over my chest and closed my eyes in
the vain hope that I should soon fall asleep and forget my
cares; vain indeed, for the bitter cold crept in gradually and
stealthily from my feet upwards, till I was soon shivering from
head to foot as if my very life depended on it. After having
worked hard at this unpleasant exercise for a couple of hours or
more, watching the moon all the time, and cursing its tardy
pace, I could stand it no longer; so, getting up with
difficulty--for I was regularly stiffened by the cold--I ran
backwards and forwards to a tree at a short distance until I was
again warm, when I once more lay down; and in this manner the
weary hours wore away till day dawned. During the night a couple
of hyenas passed close to me, enlivening the silence with their
dismal howlings. I have often thought since that they must have
been on their way to drink, perhaps at some pit or spring not
far off; how I wished that I had known where! I will take this
opportunity of saying that the howl of the African hyena is
about the most mournful and weird-like sound in nature, being a
sort of prolonged groan, rising in cadence till it ends in a
shriek; they only laugh when enjoying a good feed.
"At first dawn of day I once more saddled up and rode in the
same direction as before. My poor horse was so tired and thirsty
that he would only go at a very slow pace; so I didn't make
much progress. On coming to a high tree I stopped and climbed up
it, and looked about me to try and recognize some landmark. On
every side the country was covered with forest, and in the
distance were several low ranges of hills, yet nothing seemed
familiar to my eye. Right ahead, in the direction in which I had
been riding, appeared a line of densely wooded hills, with one
single kopje standing alone just in front of them, and thither I
determined to ride. On the way I passed three beautiful
gemsbuck, which allowed me to come quite close to them, though
they are usually very wild; but they had nothing to fear from
me, as I had no cartridges, and so could do nothing more than
admire them. Thus I rode on and on, until the idea occurred to
me that I must have ridden across the road (a mere narrow track)
without noticing it in the moonlight, as I had constantly been
star-gazing after the sun went down, so as to guide my course by
the position of the Southern Cross. After a time, I at last felt
so sure that this was the case, that I turned my horse's head to
the right-about, and rode back again in the direction from which
I had just come."