Little Golden's Daughter; or, The Dream of a Life Time — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Little Golden's Daughter; or, The Dream of a Life Time
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So impressed was Gertrude by the youth's strange eagerness that she
followed him without a word across the green lawn, through the wide
gate, and along the winding road.
"Not here!" she said, aghast, as he paused at the white gate of the
Glenalvan burying ground.
"Yes, even here," he answered, solemnly; and the gate-latch clicked
softly beneath his hand. "Follow me, lady. No harm shall happen you."
CHAPTER XLIV.
When Bertram Chesleigh came to full consciousness again he found
himself lying on a couch in Mr. Leith's bedroom.
The curtains were drawn at the windows, but the light of the full day
glimmered through, and he saw the grave-faced physician sitting beside
him, while Richard Leith, from the bed opposite, regarded him with an
intent expression. He struggled up feebly and pressed his hand to his
brow.
"I have had a shock," he said, with an air of strange perplexity, as he
looked into their anxious faces. "What was it? What has happened to me?"
"You have been near to death's door," replied the physician, gravely,
"but you will recover now."
"I wish that I had died!" the young man burst out, with such passionate
realization of his misery, that the doctor exclaimed, incautiously:
"So, then, you _did_ try to commit suicide?"
The brilliant, dark eyes looked at him in amazement.
"Suicide! suicide!" he repeated, blankly. "Who dares to say that of me?"
The doctor regarded him thoughtfully.
"My dear sir," he said, quietly, "I happened in here very opportunely
last evening and found you suffering all the terrible symptoms of
arsenic poisoning. Your friends feared that your grief had unhinged
your mind, and that under temporary aberration you had attempted the
destruction of your own life."
"They were wrong. I could never have been such a coward," Bertram
answered, in such a tone of convincing truthfulness that no one could
doubt him. "Indeed, doctor, you must have been mistaken. I have taken
no drug recently."
"I am not mistaken," the physician asserted, confidently. "You had most
certainly had arsenic administered to you in a draught of wine."
A startled gleam came into Mr. Chesleigh's eyes, his face whitened, a
cry of horror came from his lips.
"Doctor, are you quite, quite sure?" he exclaimed.
"I would swear to the drug," was the instant reply. "Do you admit the
wine?"
"Yes," came the grave reply; "I drank a glass of wine before coming in
here yesterday evening, but I did not dream it was drugged," and an
expression of almost incredulous horror swept over the handsome face.
"Who gave you the wine?" inquired the doctor and Richard Leith almost
simultaneously.
But Bertram Chesleigh shook his head.
"Do not ask me," he said. "It is terrible, yet I will not betray my
would-be destroyer."
"It was one of the Glenalvans," asserted Richard Leith, seeing the
truth as by a flash of light.
"Do not ask me," the young man replied again. "I must not tell you. It
is too terrible. I can scarce believe the dread reality myself."