Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
John Stuart Mill · en
“I will not,” Thea promised; and after the old lady went out she sat a
long time thinking compassionately of the woman who had been Norman’s
wife long years ago, and who now lay dead, so bitterly hated still that
he would not visit her grave.
Norman had gone to see his publisher about a book he was just bringing
out, so Thea had several hours of solitude in which to brood over
what her mother-in-law had most unwisely told her. She could not help
feeling sad over it.
“I can not bear to think that my darling husband was hard and unjust to
that dead woman. He seems to me so good and noble and tender that I can
not realize him otherwise. But it must have been that jealousy drove
him mad,” she sighed; and into her young heart came the most intense
pity for Camille, whom he had put away so cruelly out of his heart and
life.
“And she lived under that heavy cross for years. How did she bear it?
If it had been me, I should have died, I think, in the very hour of our
parting,” sighed Thea, who fancied that any great grief had power to
kill.
She did not tell her husband that his mother had carried flowers to his
wife’s grave, but she never forgot it. It kept Camille’s memory alive
in her thoughts; it invested it with a certain tender and sacred air.
She grew to look at the subject as her mother-in-law had represented
it to her, deeming Camille little less than a martyr.
They went home the next day, and Thea was so weary from her long
journey that she was ill for several days. The old doctor shook his
wise head, and declared that she must be kept very quiet this fall--she
would not be able to bear any great bustle or excitement.
So several months passed away quietly but happily at Verelands. Norman
was utterly devoted to his young wife--utterly happy in her love, that
was so true and steadfast, not stormy and capricious as Camille’s had
been. He felt that he had never known happiness before in its truest
sense.
One of the things that consoled Thea most when she returned home was to
hear that Cameron Bentley had engaged himself to Miss Faris, the New
York beauty. She did not know that it had been done through pique, not
love, to make the world think he had got over the past.
When Nellie, who had been faithful to Thea through everything, came to
see her, she told her that Cameron was spending the winter in New York
to be near his lady-love.
“He is quite ashamed now of his attempt at suicide, and will stay away
from Jacksonville until people begin to forget it,” his sister said,
frankly.
But when Diana came she was more reserved, and did not mention her
brother. She held a secret resentment against Thea, not only because,
as she phrased it, she had “made a fool of Cam,” but because she had
married Norman de Vere, the man on whom she had set her heart.