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Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
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“He did not tell you the truth, of course; he pitied you too much; but
it was hard for him to give up his attitude of brother and guardian to
you and make you his wife to satisfy a carping world. It would have
pleased him better if you had married Cameron Bentley. But the Bentleys
were too proud; they informed him frankly that their son could never
address you on that subject until he brought proof of your parentage
and refuted the slander against you. Already it was working in people’s
minds. Miss Faris and many others sent regrets for your coming-out
ball, because they did not choose to associate with you. The suspicion
that had caused Norman de Vere’s wife to leave him had taken root in
the minds of others, too. To save himself he would not have made the
sacrifice he did; but to save you, feeling that you had a claim on his
pity, he married you. But he never loved you--never--save as one loves
a pretty child or a favorite sister. All the love he was capable of he
lavished on me. When I left him, I believe his heart died.”
She stopped with a sort of hysteric gasp; but the silent, statue-like
form before her made no sign, although every bitter word had sunk into
her heart.
Camille could not tell how deeply she had hurt her victim, so quiet
was Thea under the rain of bitter words, but she went on angrily,
scathingly:
“Perhaps you do not believe me. Very well, ask others. Ask Mrs. Bentley
if she ever heard a word of Norman’s marrying you until immediately
after the embarrassing affair of her son. Ask your mother-in-law the
same. Ask Norman himself. Why, if he ever had a thought of courting any
one after my supposed death, it was Diana Bentley, who is much more
suitable to him than a girl like you, young enough to be his daughter.”
“While you, madame,” muttered the unsuspected listener at the door,
“are almost old enough to be his mother.”
Camille remembered it but too well, and the sting of her deadly hate
went all the deeper for that.
How dared the girl yonder be so young, so happy, filling her old place
in Norman’s heart, the mother of his beautiful child, while she,
growing old ungracefully, painted, made up by art, was remembered only
with scorn and loathing.
“Well, I have come to take my revenge at last,” she went on. “I knew
when he married you, but I also knew he did not love you. I waited
my time to strike. I thought he might learn to love you a little,
especially if you bore him a child. Perhaps he did, men are such fools.
So now I can wound him worse by the child’s illegitimacy than by your
dishonor.”
How gloatingly the words rolled off the painted lips, how exultantly
the hazel eyes flashed! But Thea did not look at her, although her
heart quailed before the horror of what she had heard.
“My God, can this horrible thing be true?” she asked herself, in dumb
agony; and the heavy eyes fixed on the child’s sleeping face seemed
to see in fancy on the smooth white brow the dark brand of a terrible
dishonor.