Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
John Stuart Mill · en
“No one has deserved it more,” said Lord Stuart, doing justice at last
to the man whom he had once despised and underrated, and sincerely glad
that Norman had found so lovely and loving a bride to make up to him
for the sorrows the capricious and guilty Camille had brought upon his
life.
Lady Edith felt that three days would be long to linger in New York,
when she was so eager to meet again the winning girl who had stolen
into her inmost heart, and whose little child bore the name of the dead
husband she had loved so dearly; but she did not utter her impatience
aloud.
She had a sweet and docile nature that clung most tenderly to her elder
brother in his weakness, and not for worlds would she have hinted to
him that she was impatient at their enforced delay on account of his
weariness.
It seemed strange to her at times that her heart dwelt so devotedly on
the lovely girl-wife, but when she questioned herself for the reason,
she said to herself that it was partly because of the girl’s wonderful
grace and charm, and half because of the strange chance likeness to the
baronet, her dead husband. He had been a blonde, with hair almost as
golden as Thea de Vere’s, and eyes of deepest violet. His early death
and the long, long illness of Lady Edith that followed it had left
ineffaceable traces on heart and brain. Her tender eyes had grown used
to tears, and her heart to the echo of the poet’s plaint:
“So tired, so tired, my heart and I!
It was not thus in that old time
When he sat with me ’neath the lime,
To watch the sunset from the sky.
‘Dear love, you’re looking tired,’ he said;
I, smiling at him, shook my head--
’Tis now we’re tired, my heart and I!
“So tired, so tired, my heart and I!
Though now none takes me in his arm
To fold me close and kiss me warm,
Till each quick breath end in a sigh
Of happy languor. Now, alone,
We lean upon this grave-yard stone,
Uncheered, unkissed, my heart and I!”
“I can wait yet a little longer,” Lady Edith sighed to herself; but the
time seemed long in spite of her resolve at patience. She spent the
next three days in seeing the sights of the city, but Thea was always
in her thoughts--Thea, and the blue-eyed, golden-haired baby, Arthur’s
namesake. How she longed to take them both in her arms and lavish on
them the pent-up love of her hungry heart!
“It almost seems as if they belonged to me,” she thought, smilingly.
CHAPTER LIX.
Despite his stay of but a few hours in New York and his hasty journey
there and back, it was almost a week between the going and coming of
Norman de Vere, and his heart was full of anxiety as he dismissed the
hack he had hired at the station and walked up the broad steps of
his home just as the soft shadows of twilight were settling over the
beautiful Southland where his lot was cast.