Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
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He cared nothing for the world--nothing for society. It chafed him
to know, as he did, that people judged him severely; that it was
whispered that he had wronged his beautiful wife by jealous, causeless
suspicions; that he had driven her to madness and to suicide by his
cruelty. He knew it was the world’s verdict; he read it even in
the faces of those who looked most kindly upon him. He could not
explain--he could not betray Camille, even in her grave, where no
harm could reach her, save the scorn of men. He had punished her as
lightly as lay in his power; he had been merciful to her to the verge
of wronging others, but, though he was suffering a most bitter penalty
for his clemency, and though Robert Lacy’s blood seemed to cry aloud
from the ground for vengeance, he would not speak. But it hardened the
man, this unjust verdict of a world against which he would not defend
himself, and he held himself coldly aloof from it.
Yet his heart had sometimes throbbed a little faster at thought of
the child whose life he had saved, and whose future, in all its
helplessness and beauty, had been thrown upon his hands. He had done
his best, he knew, yet he had always been haunted by a secret regret
that a cruel scandal had obliged him to put away from his heart the
coveted pleasure and comfort of a sweet little azure-eyed sister.
On this fair October morning, as he dallied over his coffee and
inspected his mail, he had come upon a letter from George Hinton--an
unexpected letter, for they only heard once a year from Virginia.
“That is George Hinton’s writing. I hope poor little Thea West is not
ill,” said his mother, curiously; but he did not answer. His eyes were
traveling eagerly down the closely written pages.
She waited most impatiently till he had finished, and then he looked
across the table with a troubled light in his grave, dark eyes.
“Mother, this is most distressing news,” he said.
“Oh, dear! I hope dear Little Sweetheart isn’t dead, Norman?” she
uttered, nervously.
“Oh, no, no!” he said, and smiled; then the smile gave place to
vexation. “Thea has dreadfully disappointed the Hintons--ungrateful,
and all that. Really, it is too bad.”
“But, Norman, what has she done--eloped?” anxiously.
“She has grown up into a beautiful, heartless little flirt, who
delights in breaking hearts for pastime. She has jilted both George
Hinton’s sons, taken away his daughter’s lover, and played universal
havoc with the youths of Louisa, and now she has run away from
her guardian’s and sought work in a milliner’s shop,” he replied,
displeasedly.
CHAPTER XXXII.
“Let me see George Hinton’s letter, Norman?” said Mrs. de Vere; and he
passed it to her across the table, then sat musing with a far-off light
in his grave, dark eyes.