For a brief space Elizabeth heard no further word. That message was
especially for her. For she had lost her hold upon Him, and with Him,
she realized it for the first time, she had lost the joy and power of
life. She had been very near Him many times--when her father read of
His love and sacrifice, or Mother MacAllister showed her the beauty of
His service. The Vision Beautiful had been hers, and she had refused
to go out at the call of the hungry, and so it had not stayed.
And now a new vision--the tormenting picture of what she might have
made of her life was being shown her through the magic of the speaker's
words. "The King's Highway," he called his address. "And an highway
shall be there, and a way, and it shall be called the way of holiness.
The unclean shall not pass over it, the wayfaring men, though fools,
shall not err therein." He pictured to their eager young eyes, what
that Way would be for the world, when they prepared it for the coming
of their King.
"Would they make this way of holiness accessible to someone?" he asked.
"To those wayfaring men who were sure to err unless guided thereto."
He ended with the Prophet's words, and the choir, away up in their
brightly lighted gallery arose and burst forth into the glorious words
that closed the vision.
"Then shall the redeemed of the Lord come to Zion with songs and
everlasting joy upon their heads. They shall receive joy and gladness,
and sorrow and sighing shall flee away."
Elizabeth could bear no more. She arose, the tears blinding her, and
slipped quietly out. She had seen Jean looking over the gallery
railing with serious eyes, and Stuart standing by a pillar with a group
of fellow-students, his face pale and tense. She dared not risk
meeting them or anyone else she knew. She hurried down the stairs and
out along the street struggling for her self-control. Half consciously
her footsteps turned in the direction of that little street where she
had seen the girl that looked like Eppie. The tumult of
self-accusation within drove her to immediate action. She would go
down there at once and see that girl, and help and comfort her, and
perhaps--even though she had wandered so far away, she might prove the
speaker's words true--she might find the Vision return. Choking back
her sobs she hurried along. The memory of the sad sight, that pitiful
ill-clad girl striving to comfort the still more pitiful old man
driving her forward as if with a whip.
The twilight had fallen and the dingy street looked even more gloomy.
She was terrified by the glimpses of rough-looking men and slatternly
women, by the loud voices and the sounds of violence that issued from
many of the houses. But her fear did not once make her think of
turning back. Her soul now recognized the fact that there were things
more to be dreaded in the life of uselessness from which she was
fleeing.