Tom soon found that the very way to deepen his misery was to sit still
and brood over it. He was not inclined to give way to trouble. It has
already been seen that he was a boy of obstinate courage, resolute
will, and invincible determination. He was capable of struggling to
the last against any adversity; and even if he had to lose, he knew how
to lose without sinking into complete despair. These moods of
depression, or even of despair, which now and then did come, were not
permanent. In time he shook them off, and looked about for some new
way of carrying on the struggle with evil fortune.
So now he shook off this fit of depression, and starting up he
determined not to sit idle any longer.
"I won't stand it," he muttered. "There's lots of things to be seen,
and to be done. And first of all I've got to explore this island.
Come, Tom, my boy; cheer up, old fellow. You've pretended to admire
Robinson Crusoe; act up to your profession. And first of all, my boy,
you've got to explore Juan Fernandez."
The sound of his own voice had the effect of encouraging and
inspiriting him, while the purpose which he thus assigned to himself
was sufficient to awaken his prostrated energies. There was something
in the plan which roused all his curiosity, and turned his thoughts and
feelings into a totally new direction. No sooner, then, had this
thought occurred to him, than he at once set out to put it into
execution.
First of all he took one parting look at the scene around him. The sun
had now passed its meridian, and it seemed to be one o'clock or after.
The tide was high. The boat, which had at first floated, was now
nearly full of water. Tom threw a melancholy glance at this fresh
proof of the utter futility of all his labor, and then examined the
fastenings, so that it might not drift away during his absence. Then
he searched among the drift-wood until he found a stout stick to assist
him in climbing, and to serve as a companion in his walk, after which
he started.
The sun was bright, but over the sky some clouds were gathering, and
the opposite shores seemed to have grown darker than they were a few
hours ago, having assumed a hue like olive green. The wind had also
died away, and the water was as smooth as glass.
XIII.
Where's Solomon?--An anxious Search.--The Beach.--The cavernous
Cliffs.--Up the Precipice.--Along the Shore.--Back for Boats.