It is not so easy to judge of the exact passage of time in Meleager,
but I fancy about two years must have flowed past without any incident
worthy of record since I parted with my cherished manuscript. The
diurnal revolution of duty, sleep, exercise and meditation marched
so smoothly onward that it came to my unprepared mind as a crashing
shock to learn that my cycle of calm existence was liable to fierce
disturbance. My sharp awakening was on this wise. For some days I had
received no visit from my dear old friend, the Arch-priest (for by
this time, in spite of certain barriers of circumstance and polity, he
had grown very dear to me), and this omission caused me to feel some
degree of anxiety concerning his absence. More curious than alarmed I
therefore asked one of the hierarchy, Vaïlo, who was in attendance,
the cause of this suspension of the usual visits. The councillor,
discreetly casting his eyes to the ground, replied that the Arch-priest
was expecting shortly to be absorbed into the family of the Sun-god.
Albeit enigmatically thus expressed, I could not fail to realise the
gravity of the news; in plain parlance, my friend and adviser was on
the point of dissolution. A horrible chill invaded my heart, and I felt
sick with a sense of genuine sorrow and of deep misgiving. I knew him
to be old, and I ought therefore to have anticipated the propinquity of
his death, but with blind egoism I had overlooked such eventualities.
My first impulse was to ply Vaïlo with questions as to his condition
and chance of recovery, but the guarded replies afforded me no ray of
hope. I even begged to be conducted to the old man's bedside to take a
last farewell, but this request Vaïlo (I think and trust with a touch
of pity in his harsh voice) assured me was illegal. I then lapsed
into sullen silence, whereupon the councillor took the opportunity to
depart, leaving me a prey to unspeakable misery and agitation.