Once more he embraced me long and lovingly, after which he bade me
strike the bell reposing on the table. At his request too I passed
to the farthest end of the balcony, so as to keep my face averted
from the little group of attendants who now assisted the dying man
to his litter. I could hear the shuffling of feet and whispering of
voices involved in the task of transporting my old friend, whilst with
swimming eyes I gazed blankly at the white cheerful city, the cool
greenery of the palace gardens and the flashing liquid mirror of the
haven of Tamarida. Nor did I budge from my stiff, comfortless pose till
at length I felt a light touch on the shoulder, the respectful touch of
a privileged dependent. On turning my eyes, still red and swollen with
my lately shed tears, they met the honest, inquiring face of Hiridia,
who was regarding me reproachfully, as though rebuking me in silence
for such an unseemly lack of control. I made the necessary attempt in
the form of a wan smile and a request for a cup of wine; for a true
public ruler must exhibit no private sorrow. Was it not the magnificent
Giovanni dei Medici, Pope Leo the Tenth, who was reprimanded by his
punctilious chamberlain for falling to tears openly on the news of the
death of his favourite brother, "seeing that the Roman pontiff was a
demi-god and not a man, and must therefore display a serene and smiling
countenance on all occasions to the people"? It was in this spirit then
that I accepted Hiridia's tacit reproof; sometimes the will of man
imposes itself on the weakness of the gods.
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