Meleager : $b A fantasy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Meleager : $b A fantasy
John Stuart Mill · en
I have only a faint reminiscence of a sharp plunge and recovery; of a
glimpse of my aerial chariot being swallowed in the surge; of a dull
roar of explosions, before I found myself swimming or floating in calm
tepid waters which were all tinged with the carnation and primrose
and pearly tints of a glorious summer sunrise, whilst above my head
hung the vast impassive dome of heaven flecked with cirrus clouds all
gold and saffron. Even so there sprouted in my brain the vain conceit
that to perish thus in mid-ocean all aglow with prismatic hues was
no ill-fitting termination to the career of a monarch of Meleager.
Thus did Icarus reason perhaps when his pinions melted in the envious
sunbeams and he fell into the classic sea that henceforth assumed his
illustrious name. It would have been in keeping with the late web of
wonders spun around me if I were to find old Neptune in person ready
to receive me with a bevy of ivory-armed nereids to bewail my comely
corpse or an escort of tritons to announce my passing on their raucous
conches. Like the hero of the Puritan poet, I still contrived to hug
my majesty even in my fall from heaven; and the sick fancy seemed to
support me as I straggled in the translucent swell. Involuntarily my
eyes closed, as I finally abandoned myself to--what? Surely but to
the next miracle, to the next freak of Fortune which had guided her
favourite hitherto?
* * * * *
Strange noises echoed in my ears; I was rescued; I recognised my
salvage without surprise and without enthusiasm. It was my due. No
dolphin-mounted Neptune came to claim me; no nereid or triton stirred
in my behalf; but the Man who ascended to the Stars was not destined to
die by drowning. I sensed the familiar timbre of English voices close
at hand; I felt a firm but kindly grip upon my shoulder; I suffered a
painful but dexterous hoisting over a gunwale; I was lying in the stern
of a boat, whose rowers were panting from recent effort; I was safe in
the custody of my own Herthian countrymen.
VI
Perhaps I can plead insensibility for not recalling my further
experiences in the row-boat or in my transmission thence to the
steamship _Orissa_, to which the smaller craft belonged. For I
remember nothing of the happenings between the moment of my rescue in
the water and my deposition in a narrow white-painted cabin of the
British vessel. Here my sodden tunic and vest were removed, not without
expressions of astonishment on the part of the stewards, to be replaced
by some ugly flannel sleeping garments. An attempt on their part to
detach the little leather bag and gold chain from my neck was stoutly
resisted, and eventually I was permitted to retain them. Some hot
vinous potion was poured with well-intentioned effort down my reluctant
throat, and perhaps as a result of this characteristic Herthian
hospitality, I soon fell into a dreamless refreshing slumber which must
have endured some hours.