Be that as it may, this tardy decision to sail on the _Orissa_ at least
put an end to my trials of irresolution, of which I could not help
feeling heartily ashamed; and as the very brief intervening time was
fully employed in packing my effects and in making other preparations
for departure, I was spared the usual cycle of farewell visits of
ceremony which I greatly dreaded. On the day appointed therefore I
found myself settled on the _Orissa_, a comfortable boat, and we
proceeded on our homeward voyage, which proved wholly uneventful
until we reached the Suez Canal. Here for the first time we received
ominous reports of a colossal upheaval amongst the Great Powers of
Europe, whilst our natural alarm was increased tenfold on learning
at Port Said of the impending declaration of war between England and
the German Empire. I shall not linger over the seething excitement on
board our ship as we hurried at full speed through the Mediterranean
in hourly fear of being sighted by the _Goeben_ or some other German
cruiser. It was therefore with an immense sense of relief that we found
ourselves under lee of the guns of Gibraltar before we emerged thence
into the waters of the Atlantic. We were about a day's sail from the
Straits, with the weather still very hot and enervating, although we
were north of the tropics, when at my usual hour for retiring I sought
my cabin. I am generally a light but restful sleeper, and have rarely
experienced even in its most transient form the curse of insomnia; but
on this particular night, which was the seventh of August, I found
myself a prey to a perfect demon of unrest. It was not the effect of
the heat, to which I am thoroughly accustomed; nor was it the strain
and stress of the late intelligence of war, for my extensive reading
in the domain of the supernatural has long divested my mind of all
sublunary foreboding; no, it was, I am convinced, the close approach
of some event of the first magnitude in which I was marked out to
play a considerable part. (But perhaps I am describing my predominant
sensations by the light of subsequent happenings; still I can at least
faithfully aver I was conscious of some imminent crisis that demanded
my fullest energies.)
For several hours I lay thus in my berth, my brain active and alert and
prepared to detect the smallest sound or motion that was suspicious
amid the ordinary routine of ship life during the night watches. But
no such occasion arose, nor was there any conceivable excuse for my
nervous tension and distressing wakefulness, which grew so unbearable
that the first luminous flush of early dawn forced me to leave my bed.
With a deep sigh of relief I vaulted to the floor, donned my overcoat
and slippers, seized my pipe and tobacco pouch, and thus lightly
equipped sought the open air.