Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
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Had Magdalen been stronger, she would never have admitted what she was
admitting to Frank, who, still more piqued and irritated, answered her,
“None that I ever heard of.”
“Or come to see me either? Didn’t he do so much as that?”
Frank could have told her of the many nights and days when Roger never
left her side, except as it was absolutely necessary; but he would not
even tell her that; he merely said: “I dare say he looked in upon you
before he left, but I do not know. He was very busy those last few days,
and had a great deal to do.”
Magdalen’s lip quivered, but she made a great effort not to show how
much she was pained by Roger’s seeming indifference and neglect. Still,
it did show upon her face, for she was weak, and tired, and worn, and
the great tears came dropping from her eyes, as she thought how mistaken
she had been, and how desolate and alone she was in the great world. And
Frank pitied her at last, and tried to comfort her, but would not say a
word which would give her hope, with regard to Roger. He should not
consider her answer as final, he said, when she begged him to leave her.
She would feel differently by and by, when she saw matters as they
really were. She had no other home but Millbank, as she, of course,
would not follow Roger to Schodick. He placed great emphasis on the word
_follow_, and Magdalen felt her blood tingle to her finger tips as he
went on to say, that, let her decision be what it might, her rightful
place was there at Millbank, which he wished her to consider her home,
just as she always had done. She surely ought to be as willing to look
to him for support as to Roger, who was in no condition now to enlarge
his household, even if he wished to do it.
He left her then, and went at once to his mother. He had staked his all
on Magdalen, and he must not lose her,—for aside from the great trial it
would be to him, there was the bitter mortification he would be
compelled to endure, for he had suffered the people of Belvidere to
believe in his engagement, and Magdalen must be won, or at least kept at
Millbank and in order to do this there must be a perfect understanding
between himself and his mother. And after a half hour’s interview there
_was_ a perfect understanding, and Mrs. Walter Scott knew that if by
word or sign she helped Magdalen to a knowledge of Roger’s love for her,
and so separated her from Frank, just so sure would he carry out his
former threat, of deeding Millbank away. That point was settled, and
another too, which was, that Magdalen should be treated with all the
kindness and attention due to an inmate of the house, and one who might,
perhaps, be its mistress.
“But whether she is or not, mother, you’ve got to come down from your
stilts, and treat her as you did before the confounded will was found,
or, by the Harry, I’ll do something you’ll be sorry for.”