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polite to her, but seemed to be studying her face as intently as Alice
had done at first, and once, when she poised her head upon one side,
while her eyes flashed suddenly upon him, and then were quickly
withdrawn, the blood came rushing to his face and crept up under his
hair, for he knew now of whom that motion reminded him. He had thought
it so charming once, and the eyes which shone upon him as Magdalen’s did
had been so beautiful, and soft, and liquid, and given no sign of the
fierce wildness with which they had many a time glared on him since.
“It is only a resemblance, but I would rather it did not exist,” he
thought, as he met that look again, and shivered as if he was cold.
Dinner being over they returned to the parlor, where, at Alice’s
request, Magdalen seated herself at the piano. Her homesickness was
passing away, and she no longer felt that a nightmare was oppressing
her, but rather that she should find at Beechwood peace and quiet and a
home, and she sang with her whole soul, and did not hear the sound
outside, which caught Alice’s attention so quickly, and took her from
the room. She knew, however, when Alice went out, and a moment after was
conscious of some confusion by the door, and heard Alice’s voice, first
in expostulation and entreaty, then calling hurriedly for her father to
come. Then Mr. Grey went out, and Mrs. Seymour was left alone with
Magdalen, who finished her song and left the piano, wondering what it
was which had taken both Mr. Grey and Alice so suddenly from the room,
and kept them away for half an hour or more. Indeed, Mr. Grey did not
return at all, and when, at last, Alice came back, she was very white,
and said something to her aunt, which sounded like, “It was the music,
which affected her, I think.”
Was there a mystery at Beechwood, Magdalen thought; a something hidden
from view, and was it this which made Alice look so sad even while she
tried to smile, and appear gay and cheerful, by way of entertaining her
new friend?
They had the parlor to themselves ere long, for Mrs. Seymour went out,
and then Alice took her seat on the couch, where Magdalen was sitting,
and nestled close to her, as a child nestles to its mother when it is
tired and wants to be soothed.
Passing her arm around the slender waist, Magdalen drew the curly head
down on her bosom, and gently smoothed the chestnut hair, and passed her
hand caressingly across the forehead, where the blue veins showed so
plainly.
Magdalen was not given to sudden friendships, and she could not account
for the love and tenderness she felt growing so fast within her for this
young girl, who lay encircled in her arms, and who she knew at last was
crying, for she felt the hot tears dropping on her hand. She could not
offer sympathy in words, for she did not know what to say, but she
stooped and kissed the flushed cheek wet with tears. Alice understood
her, and the silent crying became a low, piteous sobbing, which told how
keenly her heart was wrung.