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Her voice ceased at this point, and Magdalen knew she was asleep; but
for herself she felt that she too was going mad with the suspicion which
kept growing in intensity, as she recalled other things she had heard
from Mrs. Grey, and to which she had paid no attention at the time. Once
she arose and going to the glass studied her own face intently. Then she
stole to the bedside of the sleeping woman and examined her features one
by one, while all the time the faintness was increasing at her heart,
and the blood seemed congealing in her veins. There was no trace of
color in her face that night when she met the family at dinner, and
Alice half shrunk from the eyes which fastened so greedily upon her and
scarcely left her face a moment.
“What is it, Magdalen?” she asked after dinner, when they were standing
alone before the parlor fire, and she felt the burning eyes still on
her. “What is it, Magdalen? Is anything the matter?”
Then Magdalen’s arms twined themselves around the young girl’s neck in
an embrace which had something almost fierce in its fervor.
“Oh, Alice, my darling; if it could be, if it could be!”
That was the answer Magdalen made, and her voice was choked with tears,
which fell in torrents upon Alice’s upturned face.
“Excuse me, do!” she added, releasing the young girl, and recovering her
composure. “I am nervous to-night. I can’t go back to your mother. I
shall be as mad as she is in a little while. Will you take my place in
her room just for this evening?”
Alice assented readily, and after a few moments she left the parlor, and
Magdalen was alone. But she could not keep quiet with that great doubt
hanging over her and that wild hope tugging at her heart. Rapidly she
walked up and down the long parlors, while the perspiration started
about her forehead and lips, which were so ashy pale that they attracted
the attention of Mrs. Seymour, when she at last came in, bringing her
crocheting with her.
“Are you sick, Miss Lennox?” she asked in some alarm; and then
Magdalen’s resolution was taken, and turning to the lady, whose shoulder
she grasped, she said, “Please come with me to my room, where we can be
alone and free from interruption. There is something I wish you to tell
me.” And without waiting for an answer she led the astonished woman into
the hall and up the stairs in the direction of her own room.
CHAPTER XLI.
MRS. SEYMOUR AND MAGDALEN.
Having locked the door, Magdalen brought a chair to Mrs. Seymour, and
said:
“You are out of breath; sit there, but let me stand. I should suffocate
if I were sitting down. I feel as if a hundred pairs of lungs were
rising in my throat.”