Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
John Stuart Mill · en
Close to the river's bank, all overgrown with wild vines and darkly
shadowed by clustering trees, there stood, distant about a mile from
the DeKay place, an almost shapeless pile of brick and stucco, the
ruins of a once stately Southern mansion. It had been burned,
whether by accident or the work of an incendiary is not known. Some
tragic legend was connected with its history--a vague story of
hereditary feud, bloody encounter, the gloom of crime and the solemn
hush that follows after violent death. It was not a story ever told
by a DeKay, for it affected the history of the family a generation or
two ago. The very oldest negroes on the plantation knew something of
the dark outlines of the tragedy; but they had learned not to more
than vaguely hint the extent of their knowledge by equivocal
allusions and dubious generalities. The affair dated back to the
early Alabama days, when slavery was in its most prosperous state in
a financial way, and when chivalry, so-called, was at its zenith.
The ruin, with its picturesque walls overgrown with vines, was a
fitting monument of the decay of medieval customs in the South as
well as of the downfall of a once proud and in many ways brave and
generous family.
It was towards this pathetic pile that Reynolds pulled with vigorous
oar-strokes, as he and Mrs. Ransom set out upon the river from the
little landing at DeKay Place. Unconsciously and with the ease that
comes of great nervous and muscular force, made ready by his recent
years of healthful habits and out-door training, he put such impulse
into the little craft as made it leap like a skipping fish, leaving a
whirling wake behind it, gleaming and darkling in sun and shade. He
had not yet spoken of love. Indeed his heart was so full of this new
and sweetly stormy passion that he could not master it sufficiently
to clothe it in words. He was ever at the point of speaking and ever
faltering and holding back his voice. So he found a relief in great
muscular exertion. It was love thrilling along his nerves and sinews
that made his arms tireless. He felt as if each long, strong sweep
of the oars were bearing Agnes and him away from all the rest of the
world, away from the past and into a sweet, shadowy solitude like
that which the imagination has, in all ages, seen swimming on the
furthest horizon, and towards which all lovers have hopefully but
vainly steered their dream-ladened barks.
A sense of unworthiness repressed and almost smothered, a strong
conscience bound down and enveloped in the fire of passion, these
would make themselves felt in a dull, heavy, indefinite way. He
could not shake off for long at a time a consciousness that all this
deep, sweet, strong happiness flooding his soul to bursting, was
ephemeral, and would vanish at the touch of the first sinister _faux
pas_ by which the past might be uncovered.