'But I am yours; yes, I am yours from this night, and hers. You think I
can look on tamely, and see you devoted to that girl! I have only been
playing a part. I thought it was in my power to win you back.'
All this was said with a kind of passionate recklessness, as if the
speaker, having suddenly thrown off her mask, scarcely cared how
utterly she degraded herself.
'Good-night, Mrs. Darrell. You will think of these things more wisely
to-morrow. Let us be civil to each other, at least, while circumstances
bring us together; and for God's sake be kind to your stepdaughter! Do
not think of her as a rival; my love for you had died long before I saw
her. You need bear no malice against her on that account. Good-night.'
'Good-night.'
I heard the drawing-room door open and shut, and knew that he was gone.
I walked on past the open windows, not caring if Mrs. Darrell saw me.
It might be better for Milly, perhaps, that she should know I had heard
her secret, and had been put upon my guard. But I do not think she saw
me.
It was about a quarter of an hour later when I went in, and it was
quite dark by that time. In the hall I met Mrs. Darrell, dressed for
walking.
'I am going round the shrubberies, Miss Crofton,' she said.
'Insupportably close to-night, is it not? I think we shall all have the
fever if this weather lasts.'
She did not wait for my answer, but passed out quickly. I went back to
Milly's room, and found her still sleeping peacefully. Ten minutes
afterwards I heard the rain beating against the windows, and knew that
it had set in for a wet night.
'Mrs. Darrell will not be able to go far,' I thought.
I sat by the bedside for some time thinking of what I had heard. It was
something to have had so strong a proof of Angus Egerton's loyalty to
my dear girl; and assured of that, I did not fear Mrs. Darrell's
malice. Yet I could not help wishing that the marriage had been
appointed for an earlier date, and that the time which stepmother and
daughter were to spend together had been shorter.
Milly woke, and sat up for about half an hour, supported by pillows, to
take a cup of tea, while I talked to her a little about the pleasantest
subjects I could think of. She asked if Mr. Egerton had been at
Thornleigh that evening.
'Yes, dear, he has been.'
'Did you see him, Mary?'
'No; I did not see him.'
She gave a little disappointed sigh. It was her delight to hear me
repeat his messages to her, word for word, ever so many times over.
'Then you have nothing to tell me about him, dear?'
'Nothing; except that I know he loves you.'
'Ah, Mary, there was a time when you doubted him.'
'That time is quite past and gone, dear.'
She kissed me as she gave me back her cup and saucer, and promised to
go to sleep again, while I went to my room to write a long letter home.