"It will be a chance such as few girls of your position ever meet with;
for, of course, when my cousin speaks of a housekeeper, he does not wish
us to infer that you would be expected to take the position of a menial.
No; he will not forget that though you are not my daughter, I married
your father, and that you are, therefore, connected with the family. Of
course, you will go into society, you will meet the elite and the creme
de la creme, and will, therefore, enjoy advantages similar to those
which I enjoyed, but which I, alas! threw away. Really, when one comes
to consider it, this breach of your engagement with this Mr. Vernon is
quite providential, as it removes the only obstacle to your accepting my
cousin's noble offer."
Nell woke with a start when the stream of self-complacent comment had
ceased, and realized that she was being asked to decide. What should she
do? To leave Shorne Mills, to go into the world among strangers, to
enter a big house as a poor relation--she shrank from the prospect for a
moment, then she nerved herself to face it. After all, she could never
be happy at Shorne Mills again. Every tree, every rock, every human
being would remind her of Drake, of the lover she had lost. With Dick
gone, there would be nothing for her to do, nothing to distract her mind
from the perpetual brooding over the few past weeks of happiness, and
the long, gray life before her. With these people there would be sure to
be some work for her, something that would save her from spending every
hour in futile regret and hopeless longing.
"Well, Eleanor?" demanded Mrs. Lorton impatiently.
"I have made up my mind; I will go," said Nell.
Mrs. Lorton flushed eagerly.
"Of course you will," she said. "It would be wicked and ungrateful to
neglect such a chance. When will you go? Fortunately, you have some new
clothes, and you will get what else you want in London. There are one
or two things I should like you to get for me. You could pick them up at
some of the sales; they are all on now, and things are sold ridiculously
cheap. And, Eleanor, be sure and send me a full description of Lady
Wolfer's dresses. You might snip off a pattern, perhaps. And I shall
want to hear all about the people who go to the house, and the dinner
parties and entertainments. I should say that it is not at all unlikely
that Lady Wolfer may ask me to go and stay there. Of course, she will be
curious to know what I am like--have I mentioned that we have never
met?--and you will tell her that I--I--have been accustomed to the
society in which she moves; and you might say that you are sure the
change will do me good. Write often, and be sure and tell me about the
dresses."
"But I shall leave you all alone, mamma," said Eleanor. "Are you sure
you won't be lonely?"
Mrs. Lorton drew a long sigh, and assumed the air of a martyr.