‘Mine? I have none in the world. He may be the bellman or the
lamplighter—by-the-by, these are two far more romantic occupations than
what he has chosen—for me. I am rather obliged to him for making the
unexpected happen, because, though it always happens, according to Lord
Beaconsfield, still, somehow, it sets us talking, and talking—or shall
I call it gabbling—is my vocation.’
‘Don’t you find it tiresome?’ suggested Catherine, with odd _naïveté_.
‘To myself or other people?’ enquired Mrs. Hilliard, unmoved save for
the twinkle in her eyes. ‘I can vouch it does not tire me;’ and she
used her plump fingers French fashion to help herself to another lump
of sugar.
‘I suppose Oliver Constable cares more for making money than for
winning success in what is called a learned profession, and securing
a social position; that is all it comes to,’ said Catherine, with
a little sigh at the smallness of the sacrifice and the result
altogether. ‘I am not sure that he may not be right, from his point
of view, unless he were to “go in” (Louisa?) for great scholarship or
for travelling to the North or the South Pole. You see there are no
Eldorados or Asgards left for men to believe in, and go in search of
now. Oliver Constable is not a genius, to write an immortal book, or
paint a picture which will never be forgotten. I do not know that there
is anything so very much better for him to do than honestly add pound
to pound, and take his worldly pleasure by counting up his gains at the
year’s end.’
‘My love, what a Mammon-worshipping speech from you, of all people!’
‘But we don’t seem to be able to keep from worshipping Mammon,’ alleged
Catherine, wearily, ‘though we say and perhaps mean that we are
worshipping another god; and I am not at all clear that Mrs. Grundy is
a more respectable deity than Mammon.’
‘You can’t accuse me of paying homage at her shrine. But are you not
sorry for sister Fan? What was her ultimatum for Oliver? That he should
become Lord Chancellor or Archbishop of Canterbury, while she should be
Jock the Laird’s sister? What a descent, to be condemned to remain the
sister, as she was the daughter, of a well-to-do miller and baker!’
‘No, I am not sorry,’ said Catherine, with more animation than she had
yet shown, for there was a spice of short-lived indignation in the
tone. ‘If she could have no higher ambition for her brother than that
he should be a barrister or a rector—you know his rising to be so much
as a judge or a dean was hardly to be thought of—I have not a spark of
pity to spare for Fan Constable’s disappointment.’